Not now

Show me you love me

There was a sudden knock on the door.

I quickly got off of Gerard and fixed my hair, since it was all messed up from all the hooking up.

Shit. I swear to god if its Lindsey...

"Don't freak out."
Gerard said while getting up and fixing his shirt.

I was trying to take it off.
Oops.

Gerard opened the door to find Mikey and his mom walking inside.

Thank god.

"Hey Frank! I didn't know you were over."
Donna spoke.

I smiled, waving to her.

"Mom.. I thought you were supposed to come back with Mikey around midnight...?"
Gerard questioned.

"The tax office was closed. We have to go another day."

Mikey waved to me, said hey to Gerard, and made his way up to his room.

"Mom,"
Gerard started talking.

"Is it cool if Frank stays the night?"

His mom shook his head.

"Not today, we have stuff to fix around the house. Dad is coming home in about ten minutes, anyway. He can sleep over tomorrow night, ok?"
Donna smiled.

We both nodded.

"I gotta get home, Gerard. Can you get my hoodie for me?"

He walked to his room, got my hoodie, and walked me out. It was getting dark.

It was 9 pm.

I texted my mom saying that I wasn't sleeping over Gerard's tonight, so she wouldn't get worried. Not that she would care anyway.

Me and Gerard were on his front porch, when he started to talk.

"So, tomorrow is Saturday... You wanna come around like 3:00?"

I nodded.

"Sure. I'll sleep over, too. See you tomorrow, Gerard."

I gave him an awkward hug, and left. My house was only about four minutes away from his.

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I got home to find my mom asleep.
I wasn't surprised.

I stayed up until 2 am thinking about what happened today with Gerard.

I smiled in the dark.

He likes me back.

He wants me.

I finally got to taste him today.
It was good.

So, so good.

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I slept in since it was the weekend.

I saw my clock.

11:48 am

My mom goes to work around 8 am, so the house was empty.

I feel weird today.

I feel
not sad.

Woah. Thats a first.

I spent the hours before I went to Gerard's house, listening to music, eating, and sleeping some more.

I saw the time on my phone.

2:43 pm

Time to get ready.

I threw on my dark gray skinny jeans, my Misfits tee shirt, and my converse. I grabbed my hoodie and phone, and walked out the door.

It was nice out.
Chilly though.
It felt good since it was sunny.

I texted my mom to let her know I was sleeping over Gerard's house tonight.

Although, she doesn't really know Gerard, she doesn't care.
She knows I can take care of my own self.

Gerard texted me saying that his mom was at work and took Mikey with her.

He sent me a winky face along with the rest of his text.

O my god, Gerard.

I knocked on his door, and he let me in with his warm smile.

He looked more adorable then ever.

We both took a seat on the couch, turning the tv to a random show.

I think it was 'Friends'.

Gee started to speak.

"Your mom knows you're sleeping over tonight, right?"

"Yeah. She doesn't mind."
I nodded.

I opened my mouth to talk again.

"So, does this mean we're all alone for a while...?"

He smirked after I said that.
A little redness in his cheeks.

"Yeah, I guess so. Why? Cant handle being alone with me, Frankie?"

He joked around, kissing my cheek.

I was blushing.

I shook my head, scrunching up my nose, smiling uncontrollably.

"Nah. I can."
I slid my hand on his thigh.

I was teasing him again. It was so funny, because he looked so cute.

"Hey Fraaaaaaank..."
Gerard stretching my name out.

His started to run his fingers through my hair.

"...I hope you don't mind, but I feel like a zombie without your lips on mine..
can you bring me back to life?"

He knew he was being cheesy.
It was so cute.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I stared at his lips as I laid him down on the couch and got on top of him.

I pressed down on his body,

soft.

He put his arms around my waist, as my fingers were lost in his hair.

Our lips pushed hard together in a rhythm. It was sloppy, but hot.

I started kissing on his lips, then jaw, then neck.

I saw his head roll back as he opened his mouth to moan with pleasure.

I started sucking on his neck, without a doubt leaving hickies everywhere.

But he didn't mind. Neither did I.

I made my mark on him to let everyone know he's mine.

All mine.

His face, his body, everything.

I had to leave my love mark on every body part of his that was mine.

Everything.

Things started to get hot, as our shirts came off,
then our pants,
and then our boxers.

We now didn't have a single piece of clothing on, as I climbed back on top of him.

Body to body.

We were to caught up in touching each other, until Gerard pulled away from the kiss,
I heard him whisper in my ear,

"Love me, Frankie."

I think you can predict what happened next.