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Han-Too much

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very bad panic attack

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It was one of those days where Han felt like doing absolutely nothing but he knew he had multiple things to do. He had to clean his room, do his laundry, and write his rap for their upcoming album. It was all just too much for him.

"Jisung clean your room!" He heard Chan yell from the living room. Han rolled his eyes and buried his face in his hands. "Han did you hear me?!" Chan said. Han didn't respond to him. And because of that, a now angry leader stood in his doorway. "I said did you hear me?" Han lifted his head and replied annoyed, "Yeah. I heard you." "Then what are you waiting for? Get to it." Bangchan pushed.

Han slowly rose to his feet and mumbled, "Okay." Chan sighed as he left Han. And as soon as Bangchan was out of sight Han slumped back down in his chair. He was just at his desk trying to write some more lyrics(which he had none). Why couldn't he think? Was there something wrong with him? If he didn't come up with something soon he would fail. Fail everyone. Fail his family, his members, fail STAY. Just the thought of that made Han hyperventilate. He was psyching himself out. Han's cheeks began to flush and tears began prickling his eyes. At that moment Minho was walking past his room and nothing Han.

"Gosh, didn't Chan tell you to clean your room? Wait are you okay?!?!" Minho said immediately shifting to concern when he saw Jisung. He ran to Han and knelt down beside him. "Take a deep breath Jisung. Hannie you need to breathe." Minho said panting himself. "I-I can't breathe. Hyung, help me." Han sobbed. "Chan! Bangchan come here quick!!!" Minho yelled. In a few seconds Chan was right here with them along with Hyunjin who was wondering what the commotion was.

"Minho what happened?!" Chan shouted. He wasn't shouting at Minho he was just worried. Minho began to cry as he said, "I dunno. He was having a panic attack and now this!" "It's okay Minho it'll be alright." Hyunjin said trying to comfort Minho, though he was close to tears himself. "Han you need to breathe." Han took in a deep breath but then exhaled more sobs. But soon his breathing slowly, but surely evened out.

"Okay guys give him some space." Chan ordered. Minho and Hyunjin hesitantly stepped out of the room and so did Chan.

A few hours later Minho came in and saw Han laying on his bed. "Hey Sungie." Minho said. "Hi Min." Han replied and smiled weakly. Minho sat down on the bed next to Jisung. "Are you doing okay?" He asked. Han sighed and then nodded slowly. "Are you okay?" Han asked. "Yeah I'm fine why?" Minho responded. "Because you were crying..." Han trailed off. "I wasn't crying." Minho said defensively. Han rolled his eyes but let his hyung win.

"But on a more serious note..." Minho said. Han gulped. Minho continued,"Have you ever considered..... therapy?"

Even Minho hyung thinks there's something wrong with me.

At this point Han didn't even try to stop the tears now flowing down his face. Minho knew Han was sensitive but he didn't understand why he started to cry. "What's the matter Hannie?" He asked. No reply, just more sobs.

"I'm sorry Minnie. There's something wrong with me. I'm not normal." Han cried. Without a second thought Minho wrapped his arms around Jisung and held on to him like his life depended on it. Han buried his face in Minho's shoulder soaking his shirt with tears but Minho didn't care at this point. His priority was only to keep Han safe and happy at the moment. Minho rubbed Han's back soothingly.

When Han gently pulled away from the hug Minho wiped Han's tears and said, "Nothing is wrong with you Sung. I promise you. No matter what, STAYs will love you, the members will love you. And Jisung, I will always love you."

Thx 4 reading my story. Happy Holidays to all of you guys!!! Kwanza, Hanukkah, Christmas, New Years, etc. Luv u all and stay safe❤️

*Edited the title