All Grown Up

You're so beautiful

Stephen Pov

Every usual day if I'm not on the road, I love to watch Ashlen while she sleeps and when she wakes up in the morning.Everytime its something different. Sometimes she slobs while she sleep, sometimes she sleeps with her mouth open, sometimes she talks while she sleeps, sometimes she moans or laughs in her sleep, its very odd, the laughing but its true and she rarely snores. But one thing I do realize is she sleeps with makeup on. Somedays she doesn't but most of the time.
So this morning as I watched her sleep all comfy in my green flannel shirt,that she wore as A dress. I began to take pictures of her causing her to wake up and look at me. I put down my phone as I said"the beauty has awaken." I then kissed her forehead.She smiled as I showered her with kisses."baby I have a question" I said."what is it hun?" I then said"Why do you sleep with makeup on?" Her smiled faded into guilt as she said"I just want you to be able to wake up to a beautiful woman every morning." I looked at her crazy"what? You're beautiful with and without makeup.Honestly I love it when you have your natural hair and not weave, I love to see that head full curly hair of yours. You look beautiful natural. You must be out of your mind to think you're not beautiful without makeup."I said."Thanks baby."she said as she lightly smiled. I grabbed her face and gave her a kiss. I could understand why she may feel this way, because when I'm not with her I do look on her instagram a pictures and Always end up looking at the comment.Majority is positive comments and Thirsty men, and the rest are usually negative.So it could be hard to keep the positive vibe when people always wanna pull you down.She got out of the bed and went in the bathroom.As she did that I cooked breakfast for us both. My mom decided to take care of the kids while I was with Ashlen for the month since we don't get time alone anymore and were still getting things together for the wedding. "Baby breakfast is ready." I yelled from the kitchen."Just put it in the microwave, I'll eat it later." she yelled back."Alright" I yelled.

A few hours later while I laid in bed watching tv Ashlen came out the bathroom. Her weave was no longer in, her hair was curly and wild,the way I liked it. She didn't even have makeup on. "You happy now?" She said."Beyond happy,come here sexy."I said. She came to me and sat on top of me. As I held her waist I said"gimme kiss." She leaned over cause hair to get in her face.I laughed as she got aggravated by her hair.I held her hair back as we made out.She pulled back and looked at me as I smiled."Ugh stop smiling at me, with your cute self."She said as she gave me the stank face and smiled."Get dressed" I said. She hopped up so quick when I said that.She don't like staying in the house at all. So as she dressed I just recorded her."Look at my beautiful fiancé,She so fine."I said. She smiled and looked at me.Once she realized I was recording her she laughed and blocked the camera with her hand."Ugh stop recording me." She said as she laughed."I want the world to know how beautiful you are, I want Our great great great great grandchildren's grandchildren to know it." I said as She laughed."You can't let them see me like this,wait til I get my makeup and hair done."She said."nope,we like you like this."I said as she put her hair in a ponytail."Ugh Ok." She said as she walked pass me,grabbing her purse."now look at all that cake she got from the back."I said chuckling."ugh Baby stop being nasty"she said laughing as she covered her butt.I then ended the video. I left the house laying a blanket on the grass and getting the basket of food. I went back in the house."Ok I'm ready." She said as she grabbed her purse."You won't need your purse for this baby." I said.She looked at me and said"Um ok." She sat her purse on the counter. She grabbed my hand as I took her outside."What's this?" She said in confusion,looking at my little picnic I set up."Come sit." I said as I sat down."You know I'm allergic to grass." She said."Thats why we have the blanket Len."I said.Since len is so dramatic she jumped on the blanket and said"whew I could have died." I laughed at her and said"Alright alfo." Alfo would do something like that. I took a picture of her as she just looked at me. Posting the picture on my instagram captioning it"She doesn't think she's beautiful without makeup, do you think the same?" I put my phone down as she rolled her eyes. I took out a peanut butter jelly sandwich for her and I. She took one and we ate as we talked about our wedding that was in 2 weeks."Come here baby." I said unlocking my phone.She came and sat in between my legs. "lets see what everyone thinks." I said.She rolled her eyes as she leaned back on me. I then held the phone so both of us could see it."oh wow some man says da** she fine as fu**, tell her to hmu when she want a real ni**a." I said as I laughed. She chuckled at the comment."how bout this one, omg she's so beautiful😩🙌🏽😍" I said. Len then read"She needs to put her makeup on." I looked down at her and smack my teeth."Look at this one, You're so lucky bro,she's so beautiful,you know how many people who would like to be with or be her? She's like every girls goals" I said. "She looks so young without makeup" I said."Her hair😩😍🙌🏽 #goals"  I said."Her hair needs a comb." Len said. I looked at her and said"see your problem is you keep looking for the worst, I want you to find three good comments." She rolled her eyes and said"She should wear makeup less, she's so beautiful without it." She sighed and said"Tell her, she's beautiful with and without makeup, don't allow others to put her down,women would kill to be beautiful like her. She's lucky to have you, a man who make sure it is known that she's beautiful and don't stop telling her because someone else will." I then kissed her forehead."one more." I said. She looked at the comments and said"She's bae asf 😍💞😩🙌🏽She's beyond beautiful"  I looked at her as she locked my phone. She put my phone down and changed her position,wrapping her legs around my waist,straddling me. She looked me in my eyes." If I could sing, I'll sing to you."I said. She smiled and said "sing to me" I smiled and said"nah I'll leave it to your dad." She pouted and said"baby please" She kept kissing my lips."Alright." I said as dodged her kiss."you don't want my loving baby?" She said as she giggled."not now, the neighbors watching, because things could elevate real quick and they'll be watching." I said as I looked over at the neighbors who acted like they weren't looking. She guided my face back to her and said"Well lets give them a show," She started kissing me and tried to take my shirt off. I pulled away and said"we can finish this inside cause I don't wanna end up on TMZ nor roll you into the grass." She rolled her eyes and said"ion even wanna do it no more,so sing to me." I straight faced her and sighed."I don't know the song like that but anything for you,.... sometimes you feel insecure, trust me girl I understand. Even with no manicure, Baby girl I'll hold your hand
You look so good when you walking by
Sexy comes in every size keep wearing that,You ain't playing blah blah blah-blah blah blah....you're so beautiful, you got me watching you Like A camera do,I still wait for you." I sung to her.She smiled and gave me a kiss. For the rest of the day she kept singing that song.