My Long Distance Lover - Kylia (BOOK 2)

Chapter 8

⚠️TW: MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM!⚠️

Emma's Pov

I hear some shuffling from over the phone and then screaming which I assume is Kylie. I hear a lot of banging. I don't know if she's aware that I'm still on the phone. Tears start falling from my eyes. I hate hearing my sister like this, it's something I never want to experience.

"I wish I was normal!" I hear her shout repeatedly. I hear glass shattering. I can't do this anymore.

"Kylie! I'm still here." I shout so she hears me. Everything stops. There's no noise. "Kylie?"

No reply.

"Kylie are you there?" I ask again. I can't hear anything. I try putting the volume louder. I start to get more and more perturbed. I hear a quiet sob coming from the phone.

"Ky, is that you?" I ask her. I hear shuffling again then her crying. "Oh, Kylie. Listen, I'm sorry about it and trust me it isn't your fault. And you should be proud of who you are, you shouldn't let anyone make you think that you're not normal. Normal right now is being a freak. You wanna be like that?"

"No," She says, muffled. "It's just, how am I meant to be "alright" if I'm the reason dad left? It's my fault and you don't have to lie to me about it. Okay? I'm not normal and I hate who I am!"

"Kylie, stop saying that! You shouldn't hate who you are because that's what makes you amazing. 'Normal' people are boring and try to fit in with society. You're nothing like that!" I say to her. She stops hyperventilating and I assume she calms down. "You know what Ky, I'm coming over."

"Okay," She says. I sigh and get up from my bed.

"I love you, always remember that." I say to her.

"I love you too, Em." She says back. I cut the call and get ready. It's been a while since I've gone to hers, but I'll always be there for her.

Kylie's Pov

I look at my wrists, now damaged by the glass of the picture frame of me and Malia. It wasn't on purpose that I chose that picture, it was the closest thing to me that had glass and could break. Thank God that it was a voice call or else Emma would've killed me if she found out.

My eyes start to tear up at the sight I've created. I regret it half. The other half of me thinks that I deserve it because of just everything. I see a little drop of blood and wipe it with my other sleeve.

Emma doesn't live that far away. She's only like 20 minutes away. She drives fast, just like Hayden. Like imagine driving for an hour right but in her car, you'd be there in a minute. I'm surprised she's not arrested with that driving.

I hear a knock on the front door and push my sleeves down so it covers it. Shit, my room is a mess. Mum will kill me and so will Emma!

"Emma! What a nice surprise, how have you been?" Mum says to her downstairs. "Hello, Jill."

I go downstairs with my tear stained face and mascara smudged eyes. I wipe my eyes, only to make them worse. Jill smiles at me and runs to me.

"Auntie Kywie!" She screams, excitedly. I crouch down and pick her up, holding her tightly.

"Hi cutie!" I say and kiss her forehead. "How old are you now?" She smiles at me and holds up her fingers: 3

"I'm three!" She says. My mouth hangs open as an act.

"Wow! You're three! You're a big girl now, yes?" I say to her. She nods. I put her down and hold her hand. Emma looks at me and tilts her head. She comes over and hugs me.

"You'll be okay." She whispers into my ear. I nod as she pulls away. She cups my cheek, her thumb wiping my mascara stained cheek. I smile at her weakly.

Emma comes in my room with Jill. By then, I did clean it up. Emma places Jill on my bed and sits down. She looks around and looks at my wall, a hole visible. She then takes a glance at my bruised knuckles.

"Yeah, I don't like the look of that." She says. I look down and shove my hands in my sleeve. Jill looks at the broken picture frame of me and Malia and frowns.

"Mawia." She says and points to her face. "Auntie Mawia."

"Well, I'm gonna go to the bathroom so look after Jill." Emma says and leaves. I sit on the bed and Jill shuffles closer to me, smiling. She moves her fringe from her face.

"Auntie Kywie, play something!" She says and points to my guitar. I get it and place it on my thigh, playing a few chords to get me ready. I take a deep breath in and out. I start playing Casual because it's Malia's favourite song and after what Jill did, I can't stop thinking about her. I start singing and I see her smile grow bigger. After I'm done, she starts clapping like crazy.

"Yay! So good Kywie! I'm your biggest fan." She says. I smile and kiss her forehead.

"Yeah, my number one fan, cutie. You know what, I will call my fans QTs." I say. She hugs me and I hug her back. I love Jill do much and I'm so glad that I've seen her and that we got the family back together. I probably would've not been this happy today if that didn't happen.

I look at the picture frame and just get flashbacks of everything I did with Malia when she was here. God, I was so happy. I think I was genuinely the happiest I've been ever. Even happier than my own birthday.

"You miss her, yes?" Jill says. I look at her confused and shocked at how she read my mind. Yes, I fucking miss her so much it hurts. I nod and a tear rolls down my cheek. Jill gets on her knees to reach my face level and wipes my cheek, kissing my nose. I smile and hug her, falling back onto the bed.

"I love you so much, Jill." I say to her, showering her with kisses. I hear her giggle and laugh.

"I wuv you too."

A/N: SORRY FOR THE LONG WAITTTT HOPE U LIKED IT ANYWAYSSSS