MY LIFE

Am i crazy?

I have a personality that people would say is crazy but how exactly is crazy actually crazy.

What would people say is normal? A good house two parents a dog or two maybe a cat 1-3 children in a good neighborhood right...wrong.

The way life is if we ever see something like that (which i doubt) its not normal if anything it might just be crazy the way the world is now

Murders, robbery, depression
Thats normal to us which it shouldn't be growing up in the "hood" making it sound like bad thing.

People call me names for many reasons people always assume that im gay honestly i never knew what gay was until the 5th grade, but when i knew it didnt bother me that people thought that of me but then everyone would bully this guy named chris because of being gay till this day i dont know if he was or not.

I called crazy because of my hyper energy do wild things like dance without music dance at random moments jump off of tall things.

But then people never saw the real me the quiet me the jaydin that has alot of wisdom and intelligence the one you could go to for help because he went through it already thats the me not many people know the jaydin that nobody even knew cry i remember i video chatted a friend and we was up late at night and we had a deep conversation and it got really deep and the topic made me cry alot but as i was crying i forgot i was still video chatting so once i stopped my friend said "i never heard you cry like that before" i said "because you never knew the real me"