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They judged you. Always. The boys were hard on you and you didn't understand why. At first you though it was all jokes but some times it got a little personal. Just recently the boys were judging you about your weight. To be honest you weren't the skinniest person. Sure you were in shape but your thighs were big and your stomach did "stand out" as Dean would say. Sam was always telling you to only eat salad and stop with the junk food but this only made it harder to fight the urge of eating your comfort food. Today was the worst. This was your breaking point. All day the boys were out since they didn't want to die of boredom in the bunker. When they came back you had a box of pizza in front of you and only three pieces were left. You were passed out on the couch and your book was open on the floor. Your boyfriend, Kevin went out with them also but when he saw you he ran and tried to wake you up, knowing what the boys were about to do. Giving up he ripped the blanket off you and screamed making you jump and pull your gun out from under the couch where you hid it when you layer down incase anything happened. Seeing Kevin you put it down and threw your head back already fighting back tears. The worst thing that could happen was Kevin thinking you were a pig.

"Aww look our little piggy fell asleep" Dean mocked you. "How cute! Maybe Kevin should take her back to the barn, oh wait he probably can't carry it by himself" Sam was grinning. You could hear the sarcasm in their voice but it still hurt you. Throwing yourself off the couch you ran to the room you shared with Kevin and cried before you left the couch. The last thing you saw in the room was Kevin giving them both a death stare and then you heard his light steps behind you. You buried your face in a pillow and let yourself bawl until you no longer could breathe. Kevin had managed to get you calm down and rub your back to relax you. "You can either stay silent or we can talk about this...I'm here for what you want" he whispered in the sweetest voice ever. "I can't do it anymore. I hate my body and I hate how the boys are treating me! They make everything 100 times harder!" You pulled out of Kevin's arms and looked him in the eye. Now your boyfriend looked furious. "Kev...." You questioned his name to see if he was still listening to you. "I've been telling them for weeks to stop. They treat me like I'm nothing! Sam just stands up and immediately wins the fight or Dean pulled out if blade so they are ACTUALLY threatening me to let them fool with you. I'm soo sorry sweetie" he was now ashamed. "Kevin, they're jerks but I seriously need them to stop. I'm trying my best Kevin but every day they make fun of me i..." "(Y/n) you're not forcing yourself to throw up are you?" Kevin pulled your chin up to his. "WHAT?! NO!!! I'm not SUICIDAL!" You were sad he would even think you could do such a thing to your own body. "Good. Because if you did that can go wrong in so many ways! I can't loose you! You're EVERYTHING to me." Kevin said as he got closer and kissed you. This was what you needed all along. When he pulled away you felt better and had a sudden surge of confidence.

"GET OVER HERE YOU IDIOTS!" You screamed at the top of your lungs. You almost ran into Dean in the kitchen. Sam was across the table and you shoved Dean into a seat. Kevin was behind you smiling ear to ear knowing these boys were about to get it. "I am BEAUTIFUL! I'm not to FAT I am the way I am so you can shut the hell up and find a new hobby!" You were screaming but you specifically emphasized beautiful and fat considering you were only called one by the boys and you knew it was a lie. "I am so done with all your crap that you give me and I will not let you threaten Kevin ever again! You hear me!?" By now you were standing on the table and both of their eyes were wide. Kevin was still in the doorway proud of you for doing this.

"Sorry. We though you could take a joke." Sam said rolling his eyes. He was about to continue but you heard Dean mumble "shut up you're gonna get us killed". This made you smile but you were surprised by Sams comment. "What happened to LISTENING! You can't make me feel bad anymore so you mine as well keep your freakin mouth closed and your stupid thoughts to yourself. How would YOU FEEL?!?!?!?" "Like crap" they said in unison. "Point made now Kevin and I found a pool five floors down and I know you two haven't been there because it's still clean. If you wanna come I'm going to jump in!" You said jumping off the table and pulling off your shirt so you were in your bra and spanks. You threw the shirt around your neck and saw Kevin run towards you. He loved your body so he put his hands on your hips and kissed you quick but next thing you knew you were off the ground and Kevin had you in the pool. Somehow this kid managed to kiss you all the way down five flights of stairs and not trip! He threw you in and you screamed. Two min later the boys were with you two and cut off your make out secession in the pool with Kevin. "Don't tell me you guys..." Dean said trailing off "not in here no!" You were laughing but Kevin was still holding you now your legs were around his waist and your arms around his neck. "But we have skinny dipped" Kevin added letting go of you. "How long have you known about this?" Sam asked. "Well we come down here almost every day we can when you guys think we're in the room. " Kevin said cheerfully. "Yeah yeah too much talk I'm coming in." Dean jumped in now in his boxers. You had to admit he had a great body but you LOVED Kevin more than anything possible. Somehow you were ride and it led into a great night and you were so happy with everyone.

A/N- my iPod broke I'm so sorry!!!!! I will try and update at least once a week because I start school soon and I'm having like 3 vacations next month. I hope you are liking my book. THANK YOU FOR 120 READS!!! I love all of you!
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