Stolen innocence

Chapter 8

I wake up to a cold bed and a HUGE headache. What the hell happened last night? I sit up and see my clothes scattered everywhere. DID I FUCK SOMEONE?? Wait. My clothes are always scattered everywhere. Fuck! I run to the bathroom barely in time and puke my brains out. When i finally stop puking i take a shower getting dressed in some black jeans and my Mitch Lucker shirt. I tie my black combat boots before grabbing my phone, wallet and my keys walking to the living room to see bottles of alcohol scattered all through out the entire living room. Damn... I walk to my 1969 Dodge viper, get in and rev up the engine. I got my licence like 2 months ago because my mom isn't around much so. I slowly pull out of my drive way and drive to Yaya's house. I pull over to the side of the street and honk the horn. She walks out and spots me. I take the keys out of the ignition and walk over to her. "You do realize that you could've knocked like a regular person right?" She says annoyed. What did i do? I literately just got here. "Yeah well i can't hangout today." She says rudely before walking inside her house. Damn.. Did i do something to piss her off? Eh oh well. I get in my car and drive to Austin's house basically to have the same thing happen. I go to Alyssa's house and even Alex's house. They all say the same thing. Did Emily say she had something to do today? I don't want to bother her. Seems that's all i seem to do lately. I sigh and drive to her house before pulling in the drive way and knocking on her door. She opens it and it's obvious she's been crying. "Hey baby.. What happened?" I say reaching my hand up to her face. She steps back and asks me "Where were you last night?" Her voice cracking at the end of the sentence. "I was at my house, why?" I say furrowing my eyebrows. She ignores my question and shows me a picture of my naked body under Jamie.. "Jamie sent this to me last night." She says as her lip quivers. "That didn't happen! Babe i would never do that you know this!" I say trying to hold back tears. "Stop... You don't get to call me that anymore." She says practically sobbing. My heart breaks piece by piece when she says that. "You don't mean that right?" I say stepping closer to my once beloved girlfriend. She just shakes her head and starts walking away. I grab her hand when she snaps "GET THE HELL OUT!" she screams "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW!! AND TAKE YOUR GODDAMN NECKLACE WITH YOU!!" she yells throwing it at me. I let the tears fall as i walk out of the house and to my car. Once i get in the car i speed off not caring how fast I'm going. I slam on the brakes as a sob rips through my body. I look at the necklace i gave her. It has a ring on it. She never likes so many things on her fingers. So I compromised. When i gave it to her i told her how i would never give up on her. I throw the necklace on the floorboard and crank up my car and drive to my house. I text Yaya if she can come over. She reads it but doesn't reply. I just get out of my car seeing its pouring rain reflecting exactly how i feel. I walk inside of my house and sit on the couch drinking whatever alcohol was left. I has nothing left. My friends hate me and so does my gir- Exgirlfriend. I silently cry as i continue drinking. hoping to take my mind of the beauty that i love. But she doesn't love me anymore. All because a fuck up I don't even remember! "FUCK!!" I scream throwing the glass in my hands and whatever bottles are around me. I sit down and continue crying until i hear footsteps approach me. I look up to see my little brother James standing there with a worried expression. "Why are you crying?" He says sitting down next to me. "Nothing happened buddy." I say. wiping my eyes. "Then why were you crying?" He says turning towards me. Jeez this kid won't give up huh? Just like me... "Emily broke up with me.." I say looking down. "Well can i spend the night at Jacobs house?" He says. I can see the innocence and hope in his eyes. Too bad mine was stolen.. "Yeah sure buddy. Just bring clothes and your ipod. I will text you tonight and you better answer." I say pointing a finger at him sternly before laughing at how happy he looked. He rushes off and gathers what hes gonna bring as i sit there on the couch. Mom should be the one he depends on not me. i fucking hate her man.. He rushes over to me grabbing my hand pulling me towards the front door. I can't help but laugh at how excited he is to see his friend... friend.. I don't have any of those anymore... I shake off the thought and help him put his book bag in the backseat. I start the car and drive down the road. It's about a 20 minute drive so i crank up the radio and Uma Thurman blasts through the speakers. Me and James belt out the lyrics not caring about anything. When the song comes to an end i turn it down and laugh at how terrible we sounded. We finally get there. I help James out and knock on the door. After i drop James off I go to the nearest bar and drink away the night. I wake up in a different setting with a naked woman in the bed. I sigh and get dressed driving back to my house to see Jamie sitting on my porch....