Stolen innocence

Chapter 9

I get out of my car and walk over to her. She looks up at me trying to stammer out some type of apology but i put up my hand as a signal for her to stop. "It wasn't your fault for what happened Jamie. It was my fault." I simply walk inside and close the door leaving her dumbfounded on my porch. I plug in my phone and play 'I Hate Everything About You' by Three Days Grace. I scream out the lyrics. Letting out all my frustrations. I try to hate her but i can't. It was my fault.. I down my drink pouring the next one. I keep listening to music until our song comes on. The song we said would be played when we slow danced at our wedding. "I Won't Give up" by Jason Mraz. I silently cry until a violent sob rips through my body. I get up and get in my car driving to a bar. I need someone tonight. I need to feel loved.. I see a girl dancing. She seems so carefree.. I have to say hi. I get up and try not to stumble as I walk over to her. Right as I'm about to say something a guy pushes himself on me and whispers in my ear "Come on baby, I can make you feel good. A pretty girl like you needs to be fucked by a man like me.." He says as he starts grinding against me. I try and break against his grip but he grips tighter and grabs me by the hair. I go to scream but he covers my mouth and drags me to the bathroom. I fight him as best i can but he sticks a needle in my neck. He unbuckles his belt when i see a shadow standing over him. I say "Please don't hurt me." As loudly as I can but it only comes off as a mumble. Then it goes dark...