Chapter 11 - Trying

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Jude's P.O.V.

It's been about 2 days since I left to go see my mom. I've been on bus after bus trying to get to San Mateo so I could visit my mom. I've slept in motels. I've ate food along the way here. But I miss her. I need to get my feelings out.

"Kid! Your here!"

The bus driver says. I get up off the uncomfortable bus seat and walk to the front of the bus. I give the bus driver a nod and walk out of the bus. I walk down the sidewalk while the bus drives away. I sit on a bench and get out a map from my backpack. Luckily I bought one when I got here. So I just have to go down this street and then go left. I think to myself. I get up, put my backpack on and walk down the street then go left. I look and see it.

San Mateo Cemetery

I feel tears come to my eyes as I walk past the sign. I look through all the graves till I find my moms.

Colleen Jacob
03-17-1972
11-23-2008

(Note: I just made up her birthday and her death date. Sorry. :/ )

I start to sob and sink to my knees. I put my hands in my hands and just sob. I start to control my crying and look at her grave. I smile.

"Hey mom. I've been ok. You've probably seen what I've been doing, haven't you? I'm really miss you. I'm so stupid for cutting."

I take a deep breath and continue.

"Mom. I like this boy who's my age. He really cute. His name is Connor. But I'm to scared to tell him because he's my best friend and I don't want to ruin that."

I sigh and put my hands in my face. I look up at the sky and see it's getting darker. I lay down on the grass and look up and the stars while I feel tears stain my cheeks. I close my eyes as I slowly feel darkness consume me.

Callie's P.O.V.

Two days ago

"Wait? What do you mean he's going to see your mom?"

Jesus asks carefully. I sigh and put my head down.

"How could I be so stupid?"

I whisper to myself. I see Stef kneel down in front of me.

"Callie. Please tell us where Jude went?"

She says softly and strokes my cheek.

"Every year he would take off to San Mateo to go see our moms grave. I never went because I couldn't bear it."

I sob into my hands.
"Lena get the kids and call Connor."

Stef says and hugs me. I sob into her shoulder.

I hear footsteps come down the stairs. I take my face out of Stef's and see Mariana and Brandon on the stairs. I smile at them and walk over to them.

"I know where Judicorn is."

I say softly with a smile. Mariana pulls me into a hug while Brandon smiles at me. Mariana pulls back and smiles her normal smile.

"Well what are we waiting for? Let's go get him."

She says softly and wipes a tear from my cheek. I nod and turn back around.

"Alright. I just called Connor and told him we know where Jude is."

Lena says with a soft smile. I smile back at her and walk to the kitchen and grab Jude's phone. I walk back into the hallway and see everybody waiting for me. I smile and they walk out the door. We run to the car and get in.

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