In Between the Drama (Jonnor Fanfiction)

Chapter 12 - His Past

Jude's P.O.V.

We got home in 4 hours and I've been so tired. Stef and Lena haven't talked to me since they hugged me. Mariana and Callie keeping hugging me saying they were so worried. Jesus and Brandon just look at me and smile.

"Alright guys. We're home."

Stef says and turns the engine off. I get out of the car and take out my phone and text Connor.

Jude: hey I'm home. You can come over.

I wait a minute while I walk inside and go to the backyard. I hear a ding and look at my phone to see Connor texted back.

Connor: great! Be there in 5.
Jude: ok. Come to the back yard.

I send the text and wait for Connor. I can feel eyes staring at me but I ignore them. I hear the gate open and I look to see Connor walking towards me. I give him a small smile and he sits down next to me. He wraps his arms around me, giving me a hug. I wrap my arms around his neck while I feel tears stream down my cheeks.

"I'm so sorry Connor."

I whisper into his ear. He pulls back and bops me on the nose.

"It's fine Jude. Just promise me something."

He says. I give him a question look.

"Don't ever scare me like that again."

He whispers as he wipes my tear away with his thumb. I nod and sob, letting my emotions out. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me into his lap. I bury my face into neck trying to control my sobs. He rubs my back and shushes me. I calm down and pull back. He smiles at me and strokes my cheek. I let out a shaky breath and close my eyes.

"Jude? What's wrong?"

Connor asks. I open my eyes and see Connor with concern on his face.

"I need to tell you something."

I say in a whisper. He nods and I take a breath.

"Do you remember when we were on the beach and I told you what 'he' did to me?"

I say and he nods slowly.

"He did other stuff to me."

I say in a whisper.

"What did he do Jude?"

Connor says slowly.

Connor's P.O.V.

He takes a shaky breath and looks at me with tears in his eyes.

"He raped me."

He whispered lowly. When he says that my life took a big turn. The boy that I love was raped by a bastard.

"What do you mean he raped you?"

I ask. He throws his arms around me and sobs into my chest. I rub his back and try to calm him down. He puts his hands on my chest and grabs my shirt.

"I-It w-was horrible Connor."

He stutters as he clings on to me. I wrap my arms around him and pull him close.

"Shhhh. You don't have to talk about it."

I say quietly. He shakes his head.

"I need to get this off my chest."

He says, his voice shaky.

"Take all the time you need smalls."

I say and I stroke his hair. He gives me a confused look.