Mystery Girl

Well the secrets out

It's been two weeks since I've heard of the pancreatic cancer. My mom hasn't said anything to me. Or taken me to a doctor. She doesn't even talk to me. No one does. Besides Alec and Martin and anyone else who doesn't know. I've been taking myself to the hospital and yesterday they just said spend time with your family it won't be long now.

At least it's a Sunday so everyone's home.when I entered the kitchen only Alec said hi to me. My parents acted as if I didn't exist. This is starting to get on my nerves. And I truly hate it.

"Alec, I'm pretty sure mom and dad haven't told you since they hadn't told me but I have pancreatic cancer" I said bluntly and he laughed. "Yeah right, it's not nice to joke about that" he continued.

"Why don't you tell him mom, you know since you accidentally called me while I was at Martins sisters wedding. I don't have much time to live right? By the way I thought oh should know I went to the hospital for some more tests and yesterday they said to spend time with my family because it won't be long now. They even predicted by the end of this week." I said as tears fell.

"Sweetly I wanted to tell you but I just wanted out to go in peace" she whispered. Alec looked up even more shocked. "You didn't tell me that my own sister has cancer!? What kind of sick monster are you!?" He yelled

I've never seen anger like this in him and I've never seen my dad get so defensive for his wife. He back handed Alec. The first time he has ever hit us. "Don't you dare talk to your mother like that" he spat. I grabbed Alec and dragged him to my room. I locked the door and cried in bed. Alec rubbed my back and held conversations with me and would get me food.

It was like this the entire day until Martin came. "Hey baby, your mom said you're not feeling well, what's wrong?" He asked. He was full of concern. "Martin we need to break up" I tried to say confidently without my voice cracking.

"Why? Did I do something wrong?" He asked me another question. "I just can't be in a relationship, I love you I really do, but it's over please leave" I whispered. "No, let's talk this out" he pleaded. "Get out, I don't want to see you" I said trying my best not to let him see how much I want him to just hold me while I cry.

He got up and left as Alec came in. "You did what you had to do" he said. I nodded my head and hugged him as he sat on the bed with a huge bowl of popcorn and many types of chips. We were watching movies on the tv. And that's what we were going to do until we both fall asleep.

After 5 movies I went to the washroom and grabbed a bunch of drinks and an extra large pizza that we ordered but left down there until the last movie finished since mom and dad payed. When I got back upstairs Alec almost attacked me for the pizza. We talked about everything even old memories. But we both weren't prepared for tomorrow. I'm just not going to go to school.