VAMPIRE'S LAMENT | JINCENTRIC

✧☬CHAPTER 32☬✧

❕ Trigger warning , read at your own risk . Mentions of violence , blood , murder , lot of angst ( idk maybe )❕

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Dr.Yun's death became a tragedy for SeokJin . This sight was also seen by the fans afar since a part of the raging fire had died down .

If Jin wasn't a vampire , he definitely would've thrown up seeing the amoun of blood pooling around him . SeJin who was monitoring let out silent tears for Dr.Yun , he was also a really good friend for him for the past few months .

Jin's throat hurted to cry again . His whole body hurted badly and his palms were numb by now . He placed his feet on the wood of the crucifix and slowly scurried upwards to compensate the weight that his fragile palms is holding at the moment .

The warmth around him felt like reducing by each passing second . He tilted his head to see that the fire had died down . More like Yukio extinguished it .

A sigh of relief escaped his throat as he felt his strength crawling back to him . He doesn't got the time to think on why Yukio stopped the fire .

He fell into the floor of the stage with a loud thud followed by his high pitched scream . The nail was forcefully taken from his palms this freeing him from the painful position .

Now that the nail was off , his pain escalated all of a sudden which hurted his head . He curled like a ball on the floor clutching his hands which was full of blood .

Yukio who showed no sympathy grabbed the dying idol by his hair and dragged Jin along with him by forcefully making him stand . The idol stumbled and tripped on his way finding difficult to walk normally. 

Yukio stopped at the Apron and pushed SeokJin who fell down lifelessly . By now all of the fans who were witnessing this incident are in tears . They couldn't even shout to apologise for showing hatred and falsely accusing Jin .

The moment was overwhelming and everyone's heart raced on the next event that was unfolding before him . " Bid your farewell to your precious fans ,  vampire ? " , Jin raised his head with difficulty and gazed his Army's faces with fondness in his eyes .

He saw Yukio pointing a sharp stake towards him . Jin closed his eyes letting out his tears for the last time . The stake was thrown by Yukio which was directed towards his heart . He can't believe that everything was over just like that ....
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The stake never hit him ..........

The sound of another body fragile body falling down and distant sound of sirens were the only sound heard by Jin . Je Seok and Namjoon came running towards them but Jin's eyes focused only on his saviour .

The familiar fragile silhouette , he was sure he had seen this person ....

Yukio was grabbed by Je Seok and Namjoon while the cops began entering into the stadium , knocking over the guards one by one . " STOP YUKIO !! STOP IT RIGHT THERE !! " , Je Seok cried out , his heart isn't accepting the current state that SeokJin is in .

Jin scooted near to the nearly dead person hoping to see their face . As soon as he saw the person ,  his mind went blank , his heart screamed with pain and he recalled the previous incidents .....................

" I am already in my 30's for god's sake and I can take care of myself , so stop bothering me !"

" How can I , when you are clearly hiding something from me . SeokJin-ah , there is a lot that you already hid from me . I - "

" No eomma , I already told you a million times that I am not . Don't add stress to my work pressure . "

" Atleast open up with the members will you ?! JungKookie said that you are not pushing him . Did you guys fight over seriously this time ? "

" If you are not going to stop questioning me then fine I won't come home for this holiday "

The other line was silent for a few moments while Jin bit his lip to stop it for quivering .

" How dare you to talk like this to your mother Kim SeokJin !! Apologise this instant  "

" I will never "

" You were always like this SeokJin !! Atleast learn from your brother in this matter . You are always bratty from your childhood . When your brother pursued in a prestigious medical College , you went for acting and we allowed it since we don't want to ruin your dream .

After a year in the college , you stood before us saying that you've already debuted as an idol . We thought that you were staying in a hostel . You ruined your life with your own hands by staying in a place where the people doesn't appreciate you. 

My anxiousness about you faded when I met the boys . I found at that you guys love and take care of each other . You hid that you were in depression during pandemic . You hid that your hand was injured at that concert . Now what is it this time ? Huh ! Answer me !! "

By now he can hear his mother crying which hurted him . " Eomma ...... " , he slowly whispered as if saying not to cry .

" NO , Don't call me ever until it is for apologising to me " , She hung up before he could respond .

That was the last time he had contacted her and he never called her back fearing to explain the airport incident along with the revelation of his disorder .

Tears pooled up in his eyes but it was not falling .  Nevertheless, it couldn't be seen since his face was covered with blood and bruises .

He started to hyperventilate as he placed his dying mother's head on his lap . He slowly patted her cheeks with bloodied hands which stained her old yet ever so beautiful face .

His mother opened her eyes which was suddenly heavy to keep it open . She held his hands which was heavily bruised and bleeding since they were nailed earlier . She let out a few tears after seeing her youngest son's face .

Jin started to weep and leaned towards his mother's touch , " I am so so sorry Eomma , I promise I will never speak like that "

She gave a beautiful smile before her soul bid a farewell to her body and left to explore the world . Her hands that held Jin's went limp and fell from his soft grip .

Jin flinched visibly and panicked . His mind couldn't digest that his mother will no longer support him through his journey . His heart screamed at him for not enjoying last days with his mother .

He regretted deeply for fighting with his mother . Only if he could turn back everything he would've apologized and explained everything to her . His mind now thought that his burden would've lessened if he had ever opened up with her .

He patted her cheeks and shook them desperately hoping she would respond , "  No , don't leave me like that , I will tell everything . I am sorry that I am hiding everything . I am sorry for being a bad son to you . ATLEAST ACCEPT MY APOLOGY!!"

He didn't know when he was taken away by the paramedics and when Yukio was arrested by the cops . He was surrounded by his 6 members as they tried to talk a word out of him .

He hoped that the paramedics will save his mother but his world crashed down on him when they shook their heads as negative and pulled a white cloth over her before taking the stretcher .

Jin's body shook and trembled as he cried again . He clutches his heart in pain and fainted to a realm of darkness .

What is more painful than a heartbreak ?

And according to him it was ofcourse , losing his mother ...................

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