My dreamy him | Book 1

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2 Years Skip
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MEHWISH POV

I woke up having the same dream again I still remember that day so clearly and his tears which touched my cheek when he whispered those last words before he left me.

I felt something wetting my face I touched my cheek just to see tears coming out it wasn't something new my each morning was with tears only.

Only I knew how I had handle myself after the break up I came home and I was up till 5 in the morning crying in front of my Allah.

And just like I knew shahzain left to London and it's been 2 years since I saw him but I saw him in magazines he looked more matured and more handsome.

He had come in the magazine as he was one of the top businessmen in London who at such a young age made himself so stable and was earning in billions.

His father was so happy he even threw a party here for him but I didn't go as I had made an excuse by telling that I had work to do.

"And yes, I was working now, a junior doctor pursuing my master's in dermatology—a skin doctor. Something I had once thought would make him proud. But was my father proud of me? No. When had he ever been?".

I just stoped keeping expectations from him even on the day of my graduation instead of congratulating me he was telling me what to do next and when I told I wanted to go for dermatologist he screwed me but did I care ? No.

I had enough of his expectations put on me I went against and did this and that's why even tho I'm earning enough for me he is not satisfied with what I'm getting.

He looks at me with disappointment and I was soo used to that look didn't bother me much and ever since I broke up with shahzain my life only went in a big down fall.

I didn't have happiness there wasn't a time I smiled genuinely my life was just a mess as there wasn't a night I didn't cry to sleep it was everyday scenes.

And yea I had depression and I was suffering with my sleeping schedule I had started to take sleeping pills and obviously no one knew in this family and even if they found they would just scream at me and again would let me do whatever I wanted.

I looked at the time it was 4am in the morning I got up from my bed and went and did my wudu and thought of praying tahajjud as I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep again.

I prayed and slowly got up from the prayer mat and folded it and went near my closet and took a free pant and and a hoodie and took my earphones and phone and wore my shoes and I left my house for a jog.

I connected my earphone and played some music while I jogged where ?? ...even I didn't know but I had brought an apartment for myself no one knew in my family it was just 1bhk as I didn't tell anyone about how I brought a small apartment.

I directly jogged there and once I reached my apartment I opened the door and got in and I heard the fajar prayer was going on I again went to the bathroom and did my wudu and prayed my namaz.

After that I went a took a quick shower and changed my clothes and took my ID card and left to the hospital.

I went in and all greeted me I greeted them back and went into my cabin into the dermatologist block my phone vibrated.

I took out my phone and it was a message from Amar I opened it and he was asking "where was I ??" I texted back telling that I'm in my cabin.

And just after 5 mins my cabin door opened and Amar was standing there he looked at me and opened his arms while I just rolled my eyes.