My dreamy him | Book 1

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MEHWISH POV

I was still processing what was happening with me or why me and the fact that Asma was a psychopath who was obsessed with shahzain how was I supposed to tell this.

I was looking at her back she was going until something hit my mind I called her "Asma" she turned back and looked at me.

I went close to her and spoke "Asma I'm leaving shahzain but I need a word from you that if I ever leave him you won't hurt him or do anything with him".

She smiled and spoke "don't worry darling I will tack care of him you just leave him".

I didn't speak anything I just looked down at which she walked away from me and I knew even if I didn't want to I had to leave shahzain for the sake of my family and also for him to be happy with his family as I couldn't see him in pain just cause of me.

And Asma would actually do something that would affect him if i don't leave him alone and my dad was something even I don't think I can face him and my sister everyone would be against me even if I was ready to bare all that for Shazia I was not ready to see the phase where Shahzad would be hated by his own family.

As being grown up in a family where no one bothered about my existence was not less than an nightmare to be honest and I can't image shahzain facing something like that and the reason also would be me.

I took a deep breath as I had 3 days with him I didn't know what was I supposed to do the tears weren't ready to leave me alone.

I needed someone but I had no one I wanted to tell someone about this but I couldn't as it was for the best.

Just then my phone vibrated I wiped my tears and took breaths trying to control myself as I wasn't in my room I was still in shahzains house.

All the words she told me were roaming in my head and the fact that she knew each and everything about my dad how he does anything for his reputation was insane of how much of stalking she had done.

I took my phone and looking at who messaged me my tears were again forming but I closed my eyes and looked up controlling myself.

Until I heard someone call me "Mehwish" I turned my head only to see sultana mumma she had a terrifying look on her face.

"Yea sultana mumma what happened" I spoke giving her a fake smile she looked at me and smiled back but for some reason her smile looked forced.

"Nothing dear actually I wanted to give you a hug" she spoke while I frowned and smiled and went near her and hugged her and lowkey this is what I wanted.

She caressed my hair and spoke "don't worry dear I'm always here for you and everything will be alright".

I was confused at why was she talking like that but I ignored it and slowly parted away and spoke "thank you so much sultana mumma now let me check what shahzain has texted me or else he would come down which I don't want".

I opened the message and saw
"Princess come to my room asap I want to talk to you".
Me~"Okay be right there"

I messaged back and looked at mumma she looked worried for some reason and I spoke "are you okay mumma you seem disturbed".

She shook her head and caressed my head and held my head and kissed it while I was trying my best to control my emotions as I would break down anytime soon if she does anything more.

I wanted to divert the atmosphere so I spoke "where is Alisa I don't see her".
Even tho I knew she was in her friends place completing her assignment as I had texted her but just for diverting I asked her.