My dreamy him | Book 1

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SHAHZAIN POV

I was standing in my balcony when an car entered I immediately knew who was it and just like that she got down and like always my heart started to race as she looked like a goddess but she seemed lost in her own world.

While I was admiring her she suddenly turned her head towards my balcony to which I just hid behind the curtains.

I went down and saw Alisa was telling something to Mehwish I went there and I heard my name so I interrupted there conversation and when Mehwish turned I couldn't help but admire as she was literally looking sexy today.

The time just when by and I didn't even waste a second i kept admiring her from a far I was happy to see her here and the fact that I didn't know when would I see her again so I always kept my eyes on her.

Even tho in the dinning table I didn't want to sit in front of I could help but after the news I got that she was engaged my chests felt heavy but I was furious as well.

And what I planned not to do I did I hurted her as I was also blind in my own hurt and the fact that she was also preparing for wedding just broke my heart even tho my eyes were going to reveal my emotions I wasn't so weak to show myself to everyone I suppressed and I saw how she wasn't even eating her food it looked like she was just swallowing her food she wasn't chewing at all.

And when she got up and told she was full I could immediately tell that she was lying I spoke nothing I ate my food silently even tho I didn't want to eat as there were all sorts of things going on in my head.

Once I was done eating I got up and only one thing was going on in my head princess I had to meet her.

I saw she was lost in her thoughts and she was walking the other side of the backyard I immediately went and pulled her behind a tree while she looked up and when I saw her face my heart felt a pang as soon as she saw me she started to cry I wanted to embrace her and at the same time I was regretting what I had done on the dinner table.

I controlled myself and saw how she came close mostly trying to hug me when I held her arms and pushed her back in the bark of the tree she hissed in pain and I immediately got worried I was going to check and apologise her until I remember that she was going to get marriage so I spoke some poising words while she spoke nothing I was about to walk away when she clenched a fist of my shirt and looked at me while crying her heart out my heart started to ache seeing her like this I hated myself for doing this to her.

I was feeling weak I would break out anytime a tear slipped out of my eyes which I immediately wiped and told her to leave me instead she spoke that it hurts and she was sobbing badly and when she stared to hiccuping I immediately forgot everything.

She hugged me while without thinking much I hugged her back while some tears left my eyes as I missed this feeling the most after a while I parted away and walked away as now even tho she wasn't mine but still she was mine.

I went inside and all forced me to sing a song and I sang the song which I was feeling I could relate to it and all this time I looked at Mehwish to which she understood why I sang that song once I was done I saw how her eyes were filled again.

She got up I saw how she closed her eyes I understood that she was feeling dizzy I got worried before I could get up she looked at me and walked away to the washroom.

My phone rang to I removed my phone from the pant and looked who was calling and it was the man who I had informed to remove Mehwish's information.

I got up and went towards the stairs and answered the call "speak" I told in cold voice.
"Mehwish is engaged and now is going to get married next month in the first week but she-." He spoke and that was enough for me to get angry at the fact that the dates were also decided.