Frerard 30 Day One Shot Smut Challenge

3. First Time

(Not edited since I'm pissed off. Explanation at the end)

"I'm ready" Gerard's nervous voice reached Frank's ears, who immediatly stoped writing. They were studying together at Gerard's house for the most important upcoming exam. "What?" His eyes met his boyfriend's, an awkward silence installing in Gerard's living room. The red haired boy repeated the dangerous phrase. Taking his bottom lip in between his teeth, Gerard looked down, avoiding his partner's careful stare. They were sitting at the dinning table in front of each other, their books sprawled across it. Frank pushed his chair back, creating a reasonable space between him and the table. "Come here" he mentioned towards his lap. Gerard got up and slowly walked to his boyfriend, sitting on his lap wih both legs on one side of Frank, who wrapped his arms around his waist. "Are you sure, baby?" Frank wanted to make sure his boyfriend was comfortable. Everything was new to Gerard: he had found a couple months ago about his sexuality when he noticed that he was crushing on Frank. The feelings he had for the tattoed boy were mutual, giving a start to a beautiful relationship. "Yes. I love you, Frank. And I want to show you how much I do. I-I want you to take my virginity" Gerard's sincere words warmed Frank's heart. "I love you too, baby. With all my heart. But this is a big deal, I can't just take your virginity away. It has to be special, you know. I don't want you to have the same experience I had when I lost mine" Flashes of that horrible memorie invaded Frank's mind. His first boyfriend was older than him and had literally forced him to have sex with him. He was abusive; phisically and emotionally. Not wanting to recieve anymore kind of violence, Frank gave in. After taking his virginity, his boyfriend dumped him. Frank swore that he would never be like that, ever. "No, babe. Please. Don't remind yourself of that dickhead. Just trust me when I say that I am ready. I don't need candles or whatnot for it to be special; being with you is what makes it special" Gerard whispered, kissing Frank's forehead. The small boy smiled sweetly to his love. "If you say so. If you need me to stop just tell me, okay Gee?" Frank stared into Gerard's orbs. "Of course. Now, Frankie. Take care of me" the older boy whispered, adjusting on the boy's lap so that his legs were on each side of him. Frank shivered at his lover's words, his hands gripping his waist to pull him closer. "I will" his voice was soft. Gerard's hands combbed Frank's hair slowly as his boyfriend's lips kissed their way from his neck to his lips. "Let me take you to the bedroom" Gerard got up, liking Frank's idea. The bedroom was more intimate. Frank got up and took Gerard's hand, guiding him to his bedroom. "I hope my bedroom's not dirty. I tried to clean it up" Gerard giggled as Frank opened the door. "It's lovely" Frank complimented as his arms wrapped around his boyfriend's waist. His lips brushed on Gerard's ear, kissing it. "Let's go" Frank lead Gerard to the bed, mentioning for him to lay on it. He did as he was told and Frank hovered over him. Placing one elbow on each side of Gerard's head, Frankie kissed his lips passionately. "Wait, Gee. We have no lube" Frank reminded, worriedly. "Don't panic. I bought it" Gerard smiled, reaching for his night stand to show Frank the purple bottle. "You are something" Frank grinned, taking the bottle and placing it beside his boyfriend's head. Frank started pressing soft open mouthed kisses to the side of Gerard's neck, making the tall boy shiver. "Can I?" Frank looked at Gerard in the eyes. "Go ahead, baby" Gerard grinned, blinking. Frank's fingers gripped onto Gerard's shirt, pulling it up and exposing his pale chest. His lips kissed his lover's pale skin, passionately. His kisses made a trail down Gerard's body until they reached the boy's jeans. Frank looked at Gerard from his position in between the red haired boy's legs. "I already told you I'm ready, Frankie. You don't need to ask for permission to take my jeans off, just take care of me" Gerard whispered, smiling sweetly. Frank stared at him in the eye, making sure he didn't catch any glimpse of regret. When he saw the excitment and positiveness that floated around Gerard's eyes, his fingers undid his boyfriend's jeans, pulling them off him. "I'm sorry babe, but I really need to ask you this. Do you want any foreplay or do you want to make plain love?" Frank asked. Gerard smiled at how Frank hated to call it 'have sex', it showed how caring he was. "Just plain love today. We can leave tge foreplay for another day" Gerard giggled. That way, they would surely repeat the event. Frank chuckled and hooked his fingers into the hem of Gerard's boxers, taking them off. His lover's penis sprang free, making the boy flush. "Don't be embarassed, Gee. You're beautiful" Frank complimented. Gerard smiled, bringing Frank's face to his and kissing him deeply. Frank licked his bottom lip and pulled away. Getting on his knees again, Frank took off his clothes slowly, with small movements. When he was completly naked, he squirted some of the lube into the palm of his hand and then covered his dick with it. "I'm going to prepare you now, baby boy" Frank announced. Gerard opened his legs, giving Frank the access he would need. Squirting some more lube into his fingers, Frank traced Gerard's entrance. Gerard gasped as Frank inserted one finger into him. Getting no reaction from his boyfriend, Frank added another finger. Gerard moaned at the feeling as Frank scissored his fingers, stretching his boyfriend. "Okay, I think you're phisically ready. Are you emotionally ready?" Frank whispered. "For the millionth time today, yes I am" Gerard rolled his eyes. "Sorry, I just don't want you to feel pressured into this" Frank whispered back. "Forget about your past, Frankie. This is us now. Forget about it" Gerard kissed Frank's neck, hearing the boy sigh desperately. Frank nodded and looked at Gerars in the eyes as he pushed his lenght in slowly. Gerard bit his lip so he wouldn't wince at the pain. "Don't stop" Gerard sighed, knowing that Frank would ask him if he wanted to stop due to his face's expression. Frank giggled and kept pushing in, peppering kisses all over Gerars's face in order to distract him from the pain. "There. All in" Frank sighed happily. Gerard was breathing heavily, trying to adjust to Frank's size. The red haired boy could tell Frank was desperate for some kind of movement and, ignoring the pain that soon took over his lower parts, told him to move. Frank slowly rocked his hips in and out of Gerard, groaning at the pleasure. Suddenly, the pain Gerard was feeling vanished and pure pleasure took over his body. "Oh shit" Gerard moaned breathly. "Feels nice, right?" Frank asked, whimpering. "Yes it do- oh fuck" Gerard stuttered, his body shaking. "I think I'm about to cum, Frankie" the tall boy announced, throwing his head back and shutting his eyes. His hands flew to tangle onto Frank's hair, tugging at it. "Oh shit, me too" Frank kept thrusting, but this time at a fast pace. Soon, Gerard's body started shaking. "Oh Frankie" Gerard cried out in pure bliss. Frank groaned, coming into Gerard as Gerard came undone in his own stomach. Frank pulled out of his boyfriend and fell next to him, panting. "That was so good, you made me feel so good. Thank you, Frankie. I love you" Gerard cuddled Frank up. Frank smiled and kissed the side of Gerard's head. "I'm glad I did. Love you too baby" he whispered back, closing his eyes. Soon, both boys were sleeping, the upcoming exam long forgotten.

I'm extremily pissed. I had writen this so carefully and so detailed and suddenly, this decides to erase itself off! It was so good before and I don't really like how this is written now. I'm sorry. Love you guys!
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