Nicki's pov//
There couldn't have been a worse time for meek to show up.
"Watchu got ya gun up for and who this nigga" meek said mean mugging him.
Everybody else put their index finger up and quietly left the room. Wayne came back,took the vodka and left again. I heard the door shut letting me know that everyone was gone. I ran my fingers trough my hair and sat down.
"So is nobody finna answer my fucking question" he asked getting louder
"Nic did you invite him here"meek asked calming down
"No" i sighed.
"Did anyone invite him"he asked.
"No" i said quietly
Meek took out his gun and pointed it at him too.
"What the fuck you doin here then"meek asked him.
"Okay nobody invited me but i gave your girl bomb ass head the other day. I thought that was invitation enough" he said with a smirk "or should i say our girl" he finished.
Meek hit him with the bottom of the gun.
"What the fuck he talking bout nic" he said
"Baby listen" i tried
"Dont fucking baby me onika this is not the time" he said walking upstairs. He grabbed a over night bag and started throwing clothes in them.
"What are you doing you just got back" i practically yelled at him.
"ExActly onika! I just got back and this is what i come home to. You cheating!"he yelled back to me
"I didnt cheat on you meek!!" I tried
"Then what was it?"
"I dont know but it sure as hell wasnt cheating! You act like i wanted him to do that to me!!" At this point i was angry.
"So your saying he raped you!?!?" He said loudly
"Well if the shoe fits" i said crossing my arms.
"To hell with your lies onika" he said continuing to pack.
"Why is it so unbelievable" i asked confused.
He didnt answer. I handed him my laptop
"Rihmeek if you would just look at the security tapes then you'll se-"
"TO HELL WITH YOUR SECURITY TAPES"he said taking my laptop and throwing it against the wall causing it to break. "I SHOULDNT NEED FUCKING SECURITY TAPES."
"what the actual fuck robert." I asked shocked.
"What the actual fuck robert" he mimicked in a high pitched voice. He grabbed his duffel bag and proceeded down the stairs. I went over to the ledge looking down on him.
"I cant believe i almost got married to you. Look at us engaged and you still cant trust me!?" I said getting his attention. It looked like it was sinking in. "When you came home i wanted it to perfect not this! Your only making this more difficult and the fact that you cant trust me is this icing to this big ol cake." I said thinking. "Maybe we dont need to be engaged" i said just loud enough for him to hear.
"Nicki dont do this" he said making his way upstaires.
"Stop. Trust is key to a relationship and if we dont have that we dont have anything" i could tell he wanted to 'sweat out of his eyes' thats what he calls crying.
"Nicki." He said i could see the veins in his neck from him holding in his tears. "Can we just talk about this." He asked.
I dont really see a reason not to. I sat down on the edge of our bed and he saT down beside me, laid his head on my shoes and busted out crying.
"Im sorry nic i trust you its just so much fucked up shit goin on" he said with tears still coming down hus face.
"Whats going on rihmeek" i asked.
"My mom, shes in the hospital and they dont know if shes gonna make it. I problably wont ever get to see papi again. Na been sick almost a week. I got all these problems and i cant even talk about them. Everyone expects me to me this hard ass nigga that dont show no emotion. Your really all i have right now nic." He said. His crying died down. We were now laying down in the middle of the bed with his head still laying on my chest. His tears soaked my black shirt. He began to rub circles on my stomach.
"Why didn't you tell me" i said pouting to myself."i want to listen to anything you wanna talk about. If your going through something im going trough it too rihmeek and you know that" i expressed playing in his hair.
"I ain wanna put no stress on you nic. You know you cant be stressed with the baby" he said.
We sat in silence for a while.
"Did you really mean what you said nicki? When you was yellin on the stairs" he asked making both of us chuckle
"Of course not meek i consider my self blessed to be engaged to a wonderful man such as you" i said making him smile
"Now you all proper and shit but a few minutes ago you was calling me every name in the book" he said causing us to laugh. Just like that we fell asleep.
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I woke up with meek still in the same spot as last night. Boyy what a night that was. I kissed him softly on the lips and got out of bed. I brushed my theeth and proceeded to the very corner where meek threw my computer. That was my work computer with my impotant files. I prayed that it wasnt broken then picked it up. I crossed my fingers and pressed the power button the screen instantly lit up flashing the name across the screen. I did my happy dance sitting down when i heard meek laughed at him. I faced him pouted and turned back around to check out my computer. There were a few scratches but other thsn that it was good. I placed my laptop back where it was supposed to be. I got back in bed and cuddled with meek a few minutes later my phone buzzed indicating i had a text message. The text read.
Myboorikaa-
Im ready to tell you everything
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Not a very good chapter oh well. IM TIRED OF THESE NEGROS ON INSTAGRAM TALKING ABOUT "MEEK DELETED ALL HIS PICTURES OF NICKI OFF INSTAGRAM" BITCH I KNOW IM NOT BLIND CAUSE I COUNTED 22 WITH NICKI IN IT YO.
GOODNIGHT FORREAL NOW.
