I found my mate, but he's a player

The Funeral

Mya's POV

I'm awaken by someone gently shaking my shoulder. Let me rephrase that. I'm awaken by some one violently shaking my body. I slap their hands and stretch. I open my eyes to see that Erika is sitting next to me with a smile on her face. I frown.

" Why were you trying to shake my brains out?" I whispered as I stretched my legs.

" Because you were whispering about commiting suicide," she said plainly.

" I DID?!" I shouted. I never planned on commiting suicide. First, it would kill my mom, and second, I would never let karma win this battle. Ima bite her so hard in the ass, she's gonna be like ' my freakin ass checks!!!!!!' and Ima laugh in her face and she's gonna never wanna mess with this bitch!

" No. I just wanted to violently shake you. I was bored waiting here." She sighed. I squinted my eyes in annoyence.

" How long have you been waiting here?" I ask out of curiocity.

" About a minute." 

" Really? You got bored out for waiting just a minute?" I yelled at her. She smiled like a little kid just got ice cream.

" Well, your the highlight of my day, your the excitement of my day. That's why I chose to live in this world. So, excite me!"

" OH, don't you try to pull the highlight of your day card on me bitch. I know that you were just bored because you're impacient." I waited for a response. 

She just smiled. " Noo." She gave me her guilty smile. I rolled my eyes. When she put her guard down, I tickled her. She screamed and laughed.

" NO, PLEASE! MYA! I CAN'T BREATHE!!!" She shouted. I stopped tickling her and she tried catching her breath. She looked at me and began to tickle me. I shouted and tried to tickle her back, which turned into a tickling fight. Soon, my mom came over and saw what was going on.

" GIRLS," She playfully shouted. I looked up and saw my mom with an angry face plastered on. Erika turned around she stopped. We frowned and sat up straight. Then my mom laughed.

" Gotcha! But Mya, the funeral is about to start." I looked up at her. I nodded my head and she left.

" Hey, you ready?" Erika asked. I shook my head and broke down. I cried on her shoulder and I kept crying.

" You're going to be ok, you're gonna be ok," Erika said softly into my ear.

" But I can't believe he's actually gone," I hicupped. Erika began to stroke my hair comfortingly.

" It's everybody's time to go sometime, sometimes it's too early." she said, I cried even more. He didn't even get to live life the way a person should. He didn't even get to get started on his bucket list.

" Hey, hey, hey," she whispered into my ear. She pulled away and looked into my eyes. " you need to be strong for your mom. You're the only family she's got left, okay? She needs your comfort." I nodded. She's right.

" But I should've been the one in that crash!" I hiccupped. She shook her head.

" Damon died for a reason. There's a reason Damon died instead of you. You still have a purpose to fullfil."

" But he was young,"

"  I know, I know. God probably has a throne waiting up there for him in heaven. Damon probably doesn't want you worrying about him okay? I know it's sad, but Damon probably wants you to move on with your life and live it to its fullest and to cross out everything on your bucket list before you die," Erika said. I know she's right, I'm just not feeling as if he's exactly gone.