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Chapter 17: As Long As Im With You

*KAYLA'S POINT OF VIEW*

I woke up and Zayn was lying on chest even if it was the opposite last night. I could hear my heart beating , it was so loud,because i felt guilty. I couldnt handle it, i cant marry him , I love him so much but.. Im not ready, i couldnt think of a way to break it to him gently. It was so complicated this is all causing me more stress,not that i regret falling in love with Zayn. My mind was filling up with questions and thoughts, my head was hurting like hell. I was overthinking so much that the pain from my head was actually started to make my heart ache. i decided to go out go out for some fresh air and to think a bit, i slowly slipped out of Zayn's grip and left.

I went out in to the woods and sat on a chopped down tree trunk. i stared blankly ahead, my mind was now empty, a tear dripped on to my leg,and was followed by many more.. i couldnt hold it in anymore it just hurts so much, i couldnt even imagine how Zayn's feeling... "Man am i such a bad person" i gripped on to my chest, because i couldnt even breath.

*ZAYN'S POINT OF VIEW*

"Were's Kayla!" i shouted, i looked all around the building, "Liam, have you seen Kayla?" i worrily asked, "Im afraid i havent laddy" Liam gently said to me. I ran out of the building, looking from left and right like i was crazy. i  searched everywhere, "Kayla has left me... she wanted to get away from me.." i whispered to myself. I went back inside, "Lad, you should eat some breakfast" Liam spoke gently, I didnt want to eat but i didnt want to get Liam worried so i sat down, grabbed some food,and started to eat. I took very little bites of my food, by the time Liam was finished i was still picking at my food.. "Zayn lad, Kayla will be back, she probably just needed some space,because everythings been pretty harsh for her" Liak tried to cheer me up, Maybe he was right, maybe he was wrong.. but i wanted to be nice, "Thanks...".

 I finally finished my food, I helped Liam wash the dishes hen headed to Kayla's room, it felt so empty without Kayla. I went and rinsed my face,then sat on her bed, running my fingers through her blanket, it was still warm.. my face drooped down and my tears started flowing down..

*KAYLA'S POINT OF VIEW*

After a long while of thinking, i was ready to tell him, i wiped away my tears, and wandered back to the building and i went inside, Liam was asleep on the couch so i tip toed pass him. i heard sobbing and sniffling coming from my room and i went to check and i saw Zayn crying, I stayed still by the door for just awhile then rushed to him "ZAYN!!" i yelled he looked up at me "KAYLA!! i thought you left me!" he said as he hugged my waist, "I just needed to think, Zayn i cant marry you, i love you to death, but were too young and im not ready, i hope you understand babe" i kissed his head. "Kayla, why did you stress about it?, i proposed because i wanted people to know your mine and only mine, but as long as were together i was always be happy" he smiled, he pulled me down on the bed and kissed me, "Thats great".

After the kiss things got a bit wilder.. he continued to kiss me a few more times, then he started to kiss all over my face as his lips traveled down my neck. It felt so good,i couldnt help but letting on a little groans, "Kayla? do you want to do this?", i  , i fell right in to the moment "Yes Zayn" i whispered to him. Zayn continued to kiss all over my body, and also my thighs, he pinned me down on to the bed,and removed my shirt, and i returned the favor by removing his shirt, he threw my shirt on the ground. We kissed intensly and he removed my pants also... "Mhhhmmm, i moaned" , "You ready?" Zayn asked , after that everything completely went blank for me..

After we were done, we cuddled up by eachother, i was still breathing heavily because of the pain and pleasure... "Kayla..i love you" Zayn said, he kissed me once more, "I love you too" . We then both fell asleep.. what a night..

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