Eighteen

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"Since you won't tell me what you were thinking, I'll tell you what I think you were thinking

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"Since you won't tell me what you were thinking, I'll tell you what I think you were thinking. You heard me say "I've never wanted somebody so bad" and your first thought was that I only want you for sex. What's upsetting me is that all of this happened with your knuckles deep in my vagina. You've said all types of freaky shit to me. You had just said you wanted to taste me from the source, you've had your tongue in my pussy more than once, helped me pick sex toys, and sucked my titties. You expect me to not want to have sex with you seriously Sincere? I thought you said you trust me" I calmly said with tears running down my face.

"I do trust you" He said sitting on the edge of the bed.

"So why are you treating me like I'm one of them? But you said that me sucking your dick sounds good tho? Have I not proven to you that you're more than sex to me? You made me feel like shit mid-orgasm just to turn around and say you want the same things. I'm sorry that you excite you my pussy Sincere. I thought that I was doing a good job at making you comfortable with me. We literally act like a couple" I said wiping my face. "Then you only mention this moving out deal when one of us are upset, so do still think I'm gonna kick you out whenever I'm upset?" I asked looking down playing with the blanket.

"I apologize" He said getting up walking to my side of the bed. "I don't know why my mind still goes there, I am more than comfortable with you I promise. I apologize for making you feel like shit, that wasn't my intentions" He said getting on his knees. "I trust you, I want you, and I need you. I fucked up and I'm sorry for making you cry again. I really really like you Kennedy but I'm scared, I don't want to hurt you or be hurt. I meant everything I said earlier I swear, please forgive me" He said grabbing my hands. "Please" He whispered staring up at me. I stared at him for a moment remembering how we met and all of our private conversations.

"I forgive you Babyboy" I told him wiping his face before holding his hands.

"Thank you" He whispered standing up. "I'll go now" He said kissing my forehead.

"I don't want you to, do you want to?" I asked feeling tears welling up again. Being in love with someone and being scared to admit it is hard.

"N-no" He sighed looking down.

"Can you hold me please" I shivered looking up at him.

"Of course" He mumbled getting in bed begging me. "Can you turn around please" He whispered before turning the lamp off.

"I'm sorry too" I whispered turning over.

"You have no reason to be, can I kiss you?" He asked rubbing my back.

"Yes" I shivered again closing my eyes. I should be swallowing nut right now.

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