she doesn't love me

the hell she ate/2

Hey guys! This chapter is not that long and also not the best, I just really wanted to update for you guys and I wanted to make this a longer chapter so I could write more stuff, but I'm feeling sick so I'm just, sleeping a lot and not being able to write much but hopefully soon I'll be better to give y'all better updates ❤️

Ariana's pov
What the hell am I gonna do? Well, schedule an appointment with a good doctor? Or I go and talk to her and see if her... Nope, talking directly to her, I'm scared it'll make everything worse.
- What are you thinking baby? - Dalton asks and I smile weakly.
- I'll have to schedule a doctor's appointment for Y/n. After our trip of course. And I'm not talking to her about it now, I want her to enjoy Cancun, maybe she'll eat more there. Just, let's see how it goes. - I say sighing. The hell have I done?
- Okay that's good I guess. It will work. So, I spoke with the pilot we can go tomorrow morning. Enjoy some nice few days. - Dalton says and I peck his lips.
- I'll tell the girls to pack their stuff. Actually I tell Y/n while you tell Alison. Let Alison know if she needs help, to come to our room, I'll be here packing my stuff, while you, pack yours. - I say smiling and Dalton chuckles. Yeah he knows damn well I'm not packing his stuff. I go to Y/n's room and I see her laying on her bed on her phone.
- Hey mom. - She says when she notices me.
- Hey baby. Just wanted to tell you to pack your bags, we're leaving tomorrow morning to Cancun.
- Alright. - She smiles and I smile back.
- Did you eat dinner? - I ask, pretending Dalton did not tell me anything.
- Yeah it was really good. - She says and I nod biting my lip. She lied looking right into my eyes. Ouch.
- Okay then... Well if you need any help packing your stuff come to me alright?
- Okay mom. - She smiles, grabbing her suitcase. I leave and go to my bedroom, huffing when I get inside.
- What's up? - Dalton says looking at me, he's already packing his stuff.
- Y/n lied to you, and now she lied to me. - I say while grabbing my suitcase. - She said she ate dinner, and said it was really good.
- She didn't have a bite! - Dalton says frowning.
- I know! I totally believe you! And she lied looking straight into my eyes.
- Well you know, with eating disorders, they're good at lying about anything related to food. - Dalton says and I sigh.
- Well let's just, not worry about it right now cause I wanna have a fun time in Cancun. Please don't say anything there, if she eats like, just a little bit every meal that's okay. Maybe she'll eat normal meals there right? I mean, she'll swim, she'll need a lot of energy...

Dalton's pov
I listen to Ari while she rambles about how Y/n might go back to have normal meals in Cancun, and then how she's mentally unstable, then she says Y/n will refuse to eat and she's a horrible mother.
- Alright babe, calm, calm down. - I say gently grabbing her wrist so she stops packing her stuff. - You're not a horrible mother, you always loved her, if she has an eating disorder, we'll get her help and she'll get better, no matter how long it takes, and if she doesn't eat in Cancun that's fine, let her be, cause we don't have instructions from a therapist on what to do about it.
- Yeah. You're right. Well I'm exhausted. - Ari says when she's done packing her stuff.
- Lay down babe. I can bring you some food here you also didn't eat. - I say and she smiles.
- That'd be nice, thanks. - She says and I smile going to the kitchen. There's a huge storm happening out there now, I hope it goes away soon I know Y/n doesn't really like it.

Ariana's pov
As I'm waiting for Dalton to come back with my food, Y/n comes in.
- Hey mama.
- Hey Y/n/n. You need any help? - I ask and she shakes her head.
- Just, can you sleep with me tonight? - She asks me and I smile.
- Of course I can! I'll just eat first. Sit here. - I say patting next to me and she sits there. Dalton comes inside with my dinner. - Ohh pasta. Love it.
- You love it way too much I'm getting sick of eating pasta. - He chuckles. - Hey Y/n/n. - Dalton says kissing her head.
- Hey. - Y/n says and lays down next to me.
- Well I'm gonna go check on Ali. - Dalton says and I nod.
- Uhm, babe, I'll sleep with Y/n tonight she's scared of the thunderstorm. - I say and Dalton chuckles leaving.
- Am not! - Y/n says and I laugh.
- Oh you are, you just don't want to admit it. - I wink at her and she pouts. - It's okay baby we all have crazy fears.
- It's just the thunders and it's just because it's a really bad and intense storm today. - Y/n says and I hum as I eat. Dalton comes inside our room looking nervous.
- What happened? - I ask him and he sighs.
- Alison, she's impossible. She, is impossible to deal with! You go and see it yourself.
- Okay just let me know first what did you tell her? Cause you went and came really quick. - I say raising an eyebrow.
- I, I said, you know, that, I would, uhm, talk to you what else would I have said to her?
- God Dalton. Take your belt out and spank her with it. - I say getting up.
- Mom!
- Y/n, wait for me in your room okay? Imma go deal with your sister whatever it is. - I say and she nods. She walks to her room and I walk to Alison's room. There's all types of clothes all over the floor. - ALISON WHAT THE HELL?
- OUCH YOU DONT NEED TO YELL! - Alison comes out of her bathroom yelling.
- You yell at me again and you're dead little girl. What's all this?
- Clothes that I decided not to take with me! Duh!
- Alison did you just say duh to me? You know what, you have 30 minutes to get this stuff in your closet and your bags ready, and when I come back if it's not ready, then you be ready cause you're getting spanked again. This is not how I raised you! - I yell the last part leaving her room. I go to mine and put some pjs on, before kissing Dalton good night and going to Y/n's room.
- Finally! - Y/n exclaims making me laugh.
- The storm is not that bad Y/n. Drama queen. - I say sitting next to her.
- Aren't you gonna lay down? - She asks me frowning, probably confused.
- I am, in, 10 minutes. I gotta check if your sister got her room cleaned up.
- Oh okay. What you wanna do for this 10 minutes? - Y/n asks and I shrug.
- Are you excited for the trip? - I ask and Y/n nods giving me a toothless smile. - You know I'm excited for the food, they have so many amazing and delicious options. - I lick my lips making Y/n laugh. - Come on don't tell me you're not thinking about the food. - I mean, won't hurt to try right? Maybe she'll open up.
- Well I think I have a cold or something cause my stomach is kind of, meh for food. - Y/n lies. I've heard this excuse before I just never really cared before.
- Well, you want me to cancel the trip?
- Nooo mama I wanna go. You know when I get a cold I stay like this for a few days but, it's just eating and, drinking that gets a little bit hard but I'm fine I can still have fun, it's not the flu just a cold. - She says and I nod my head. This is bullshit. I've heard it before and usually I'd believe her but now I know it's bullshit.
- Well, lemme go check on Alison. - I say leaving her room and going to Alison's.

Y/n's pov
I think while mom is checking on Alison. I'm tired, but I really wanna go to Cancun. I just don't wanna eat but she knows sometimes I'm like this and it's normal I mean... Sometimes I just, need to, not eat and lose weight...
- Baby?? - I jump when mom touches me. - What were you thinking about? - Oof, lots of stuff mom... I think to myself.
- Just scared of the thunders. - I mumble. - Is Alison fine?
- Yes for once she listened to me. - Mom says and lays down. - Stop staring and lay down too! - She says chuckling and I giggle, laying on her chest. - I love you babygirl.
- I love you too mommy. - I whisper. After a while of her stroking my head I finally fell asleep.

Please lmk your thoughts and, how do you think this trip is gonna go?
Love y'all ❤️