Augustus' pov
"Augustus!" I hear someone call out. I lift my head to see Hazel's parents running towards me. "Augustus what happened? Where is Hazel?" They ask.
"We went swimming and I totally forgot about her cannula. Im sorry this is all my fault!" I say crying. "Augustus, its not calm down. What room is she in?" They ask.
I point across the hall and sit in my seat trying to calm myself down. When im finally calm, Hazel's parents come back out. "How is she?" I ask standing up.
"She is okay. They fixed her oxygen tank and everything so she is breathing again. But right now she is sleeping." Hazel's mom said. I sigh in relief.
"Can i see her?" I ask. "Gus, im sorry but you know its family only here." Hazel's dad says with his face full of pity. "Yeah. Right." I say nodding my head.
"Get some rest Augustus. She will be fine." Hazel's mom says. Then they leave. I sit down and look around. I slowly stand up and make sure no one is looking.
Then i slowly sneak into Hazel's room. I slowly close the door and make sure it doesn't make any noise. I pull up a chair next to her bed and pick up her hand.
She is sleeping. Her eyes are closed and her body is limp. The only way I know is is alive is by the rising of her chest every time she takes a breath. I slowly bring her hand up to my mouth then I kiss it.
This isnt the first time I snuck into Hazel's hospital room. "Im sorry Hazel. I did this to you. Its all my fault and I hate myself for it. I hope you forgive me when you wake up." I say with tears in my eyes.
I slowly stand up and kiss hazel on her soft and fragile lips. Just as I am about to pull back a nurse comes into the room. "Hey. Sir you can't be here. Its family only and visiting hours are over."
"Sorry ill be out in a second." I say. I kiss hazel's forehead and whisper "I love you hazel grace. Okay?" But knowing there wont be an answer i started walking away when I heard a weak "Okay."
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A/n
Guys im so sorry that i haven't updated in a while. Like i said in the last chapter, I have zero ideas for this book and dont know what to do. Should i delete it?
