Writings

Him...

The moment we met plays over and over in my head.

Coy smiles, eyes that can't be moved from each other's gaze, sweaty palms... my parents saw it.

It was just a crush, my friends said. I'd be over Him in no time...

Here I am, replaying it again and again and again... it seemed too good to be true.

His eyes, the eyes that his mom must have, are so beautiful.

His smile, that never fails to make my heart skip a beat, could light up a whole room.

Was it just a crush, if he made me feel so alive? Him... his mom and dad would be proud of the handsome young man he's become.

I see him in my mind as I sleep, his eyes bore into mine in my mind. When I see him I feel like the happiest girl in the world...

Over time, we will part ways and I'll never see him again...

But then I'll think back to the day we met, and how beautiful he was, this creature that God sculpted in His image.

I'll have a husband and children but every once in a while... he'll cross my mind.

His eyes will remain in my memory, his soft smile I'll always remember..

He will love another, I'm sure. She'll feel the way I feel...

Was it just a crush? My friends will say.

Yes. He was just a vanishing wish.

I'll always think of Him.