It's a perfect day to hunt down the scarlet speedster. The ground is covered in a think layer of snow and icy puddles.
I walk down the street with a long black coat over me covering my suit. I pulled my phone out and looked at the last update of where he had been.
My first instinct was to go through my contacts, I had no idea who any of them where so I decided to call the first one I saw. Cisco Ramon.
I looked at his address and caught a cab to his house. Once I got there I took my coat off.
I froze the door and kicked it shattering it, shards of wood rested on the ground. Cisco came running out and looked at the ground and then at me.
"Lydia!" He excitedly said opening his arms to hug me. I rejected him sending him falling on his stomach.
"Where is the scarlet speedster!" I yelled holding him by his shirt forcing him to look at me.
"Lyd, what's going on? This isn't you, what did they do to you?" He asked trying to back away.
"Tell me where he is or I'll give you frost bite" I snapped my eyes glowing blue.
"I don't know, his at the labs or with Iris and Joe" he said terrified that he might die. I had where I wanted him. "And if he isn't there, I'm coming for you Ramon"
I dropped him and walked away my white suit and snow boots. So easy he is. I walked to the lab as it wasn't far from his
I was half way there when a man stood infront of me. It was him. The Scarlet speedster. "Mr Allen, I assume" I said, danger in my tone.
"Lydia we don't have to do this" he said stepping closer, he was about 3 meters away.
"You don't, I do. This is my mission. You used me, everyone dose. You don't like me, people are jealous of my talents"
"Lyd, I never knew you where a meta" he eased stepping closer.
"No!" I put my foot down turning the ground to ice and snow. "Don't call me a meta, I'm nothing like them!" Ice brewed in my hands.
"Well don't act like one" he said.
That was enough to tick me over. I ran at him punching him in the chest and blasting ice shards at him.
He didn't fight back "I won't fight you Lydia" I continued to punch him until he couldn't stand up anymore.
Police started to surround me as the speedster laid unconscious on the ground. "Freeze!" The demanded.
"If you say so" I raised my hands making ice in case them.
I walked back over to the man in red and took his mask off, I knew this man. Its Barry. Memories flooded back into my mind giving me a massive headache.
I dropped to my knees and looked at him. "No" I put my head on his chest to hear a heart. It was beating. I reached into his pocket and grabbed his cellphone calling Cisco.
"Barry, dude are you okay?" He asked.
"Its not Barry, its Lydia. Barry needs medical attention now!" I heard him drop the phone.
Next thing I know Cisco walks out of a van with a massive gun pointed at me. "Stay away. I will shoot" I put my hands behind my head and stepped away. Cisco and Caitlin lifted Barry up into the van.
"Get back into the truck, Snow Storm" he said. His voice wasn't angry it was disappointed, like he'd been portrayed.
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Back at S.T.A.R. Labs, Barry was put on a hospital bed and I was put in a holding container where the metas go. "Please Cisco don't do this, I was brainwashed, the threatened to kill my family. Please" I pleaded.
"You crossed us, I thought you where normal. Why did you do this?" Tears threatened to leave his eyes. He closed the door and I was in my cell. No one to talk to.
I laid on the floor and played with my powers making sculptures and then watch them melt. I rolled over and started crying.
I cryed myself to sleep that night, alone, no one to talk to. No one to hug or smile with. Was this going to be my life until I died?
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I woke up to my door opening. It was Cisco. "I believe you but I have my eye on you"
I wanted to hug him but I didn't know if it was okay. "Thank you" I said and went to go sit beside Barry's bed.
I held his hand as he was unconscious. I kissed his forehead in hope that he would wake up. Behind me Cisco had his arms crossed as he stared angrily at Barry.
"Your not jealous are you? " Caitlin asked Cisco.
"No of course not! She tried to kill me" he said loudly. I turned to look at him and his eyes softened.
"I've already told you, I was brainwashed and given a mission. It's not my fault"
"Who made you the suit?" He asked.
"I did, I was given an order and I followed that order." I sighed. "Can't you just trust me?"
"I'll think about it" I knew how hard this was on Cisco, Barry and even Iris for witnessing this whole thing.
I just want to go home, back home to Starling City.
Authors note: sorry for the really shitty chapter, I'm going through alot right now and its been hard (bulling and school. So hopefully when my future self reads these she'll go omfg what where you thinking. I'll write a new chapter in 2 or 3 days? Xxoo
