Secrets | Minsung

Love

Jisung's:

Minho hyung smiles to me as he plays with the keys, gliding his fingers and making a melody while singing softly.

'Hands, put your empty hands in mine
And scars, show me all the scars you hide
And hey, if your wings are broken
Please take mine so yours can open too
'Cause i'm gonna stand by you.'

He closed his eyes but the smile is still on his lips. Gorgeous. I commented in my mind as I felt my eyes welled up while watching him. I miss this man. My man.

'.... And love, if your wings are broken
Borrow mine so yours can open too
'Cause i'm gonna stand by you.'

He opened his eyes again and our eyes met. I swear it held thousands of emotions but one thing stands out the most that I could easily understand.

Love.

'Even if you're breaking down,
We can find a way to break through
Even if we can't find heaven
I'll walk through hell with you
Love, you're not alone
'Cause i'm gonna stand by you ...'

I may broke him for leaving without saying goodbye and came back as if nothing happened, he still stayed. Even he knew I was their enemy too, he still stayed. He held me in his arms when I need it the most. He was broken but he still picked the pieces of broken me. He made me feel safe and not alone. Just like what the song said, he stood by me.

I couldn't stop the tears from my eyes fell. I feel so much love and... I don't know. My heart just wanted to burst in so much happiness.

As the melody comes to an end, I walked fastly to him. He stood up and opened his arms to me where I immediately wrapped my arms to his body.

"How could you ghost me for days and make me sappy for coming back?" I asked, still crying in his chest.

He chuckled, "I'm sorry, my love."

My love. He called me his love.

Instead of getting angry I felt myself melt in his arms while my heart is erratically beating.

"Calm down, Hannie. We're just starting." He told me.

"What?" I pulled away from his chest but still not letting go from the hug. I frowned.

He smiles lovingly at me and spoke, "It's been eight years since we have met. Eight years when you started crushing on me too." He playfully said.

I chuckled and wiped my tears, "Right."

"You were so adorable that day and still adorable tonight." He added.

"Stop. I wanna kiss you right now." I playfully said.

He just smile and continue, "Three years ago before you confessed to me, remember what I've told you?"

"Yes," I nodded. "Go follow what your heart wants." We said in unison.

"And this is what my heart wants, Jisung." He said and pulled away from the hug and step back.

I furrowed my brows and felt stung from my chest. Is he trying to say he wanted to break what we have right now? Wait. Is he leaving me?

"Han Jisung..." He called me in my full name.

I looked up to his eyes. It didn't change at all. It still have the lovingly gaze he have for me.

"Hannie..." He called again. "Wanna know what my heart's wants?"

I'm curious but my anxiety is trying to kick in so I remained silent and just stare at him.