Secrets | Minsung

Special Part 1: From The Start

<let's say i miss it so i did a minho's pov. hope u enjoy! 😘>

Minho's:

"Yo, bro." Chan hyung greeted me as I exited my parents house. "Where you going?" He asked.

I raised my hand that was holding a bag, "Mom asked me to deliver this."

We have men to do that but I want to see my only cousin so I told mom that I'll do it which made her delight.

"Wanna come? I want to hangout with my cousin anyway." I asked him.

"Sure." He said and quickly put his arm to my shoulder.

I smirked and shook my head negatively. My only cousin, Felix, is an Aussie like him that's why he likes hanging out with him. "It's noice to hangout with aussie mate." he said before.

Felix's home wasn't far from ours so after ten minutes, we reached it. I visited hundred times here so I just opened the door and entered.

"Oh, Minho hyung!" Felix greeted.

I noticed Felix and Auntie Felicia weren't alone. There were three guys too that I'm certain same age with Felix.

"Oh, hey Felix. Hello, Auntie." I greeted. "I brought food and a friend." I said.

I could feel stare from one of the guys so I looked who was it. My eyes met a bambi eyes, staring at me stupidly as if he saw something for the first time in his life but it was cutted when the guy on his left, nudge him. He snapped out from his deep thought and looked at the guy nudged him and whisper something. The guy pointed our direction using his lips.

"You okay, bro?" Chan hyung who was beside me asked him.

He bit his lower lip and shyly nodded. His cheeks were starting to get red.

Adorable. I smirked.

My cousin clasped his hands and told us to do their project and left us with the guys. My eyes didn't leave the cute little guy earlier until they went up stairs, to Felix's room probably.

"Stop staring at my little brother." Chan hyung said.

"He's your brother?" I asked.

"Yeah, so don't you dare to make move on him." He glared at me.

I just rolled his eyes on him. I'm not like that so he doesn't need to worried.

And that was what I thought. I couldn't stop admiring the guy cuteness when I get to know him more. It was Chan hyung's and Felix's idea to get hangouts with each others friends. I got to know his name, It's Han Jisung. He's adorable, funny and got a quokka look.

I always liked to watch him a far because that was the only way he could show his other sides. A adorable funny and clumsy guy. Whenever I was near he was like shy and quiet and always got flustered —that was cute anyway so it was still alright— and I wasn't that naive to not know why.

"Do you like my little brother?" Chan hyung asked when were left alone at a bar.

It's been 2 years when I got to know his little brother. Just like Han's crush towards me, I wasn't naive to myself's actions. I liked seeing the guy and watching the guy laughing or trip clumsily, or either just feeling flustered around me. My mood lifted up in a blink of an eye, just having Han around. And I'm a kind of guy who don't like making something hard for myself and just let the things unfold itself until I affirmed that I'm attracted to the guy.

And that was Han Jisung.

"Don't you fucking deny it. I'm not blind." Chan hyung added.

"Maybe I am." I shrugged. I'm certain that I am but I won't confirm that to anybody— especially to nosy brother of my object of affection.

Chan hyung scoffed and just drunk his drink.

After a long silence between us, he spoke, "He left home."

"Who?" I asked.

"Jisung." He answered. "He came out months ago and didn't end good."

I felt pang in my chest as I heard that.

"Our dad wanted to send him to U.S. to have treatment. That maybe Ji was just confused or maybe... possessed." He drunk again. "I can't believe dad could say that just because he couldn't accept his son's sexuality."

That night I let Chan hyung get drunk and let out his frustrations. I was pissed to their father but I knew I couldn't do anything about it. It was family matter. All I could do is be there for Chan hyung and if Han let me, for him too. But it didn't happen. Instead, Chan made himself busy in mob job and Han was busy too in his multiple part-time jobs to sustain himself without the help of his family. I want to help but I feel like it would be rude so I tried not to intrude.

A year after, Chan hyung invited me to his party. I'm a drinker, yes, but I'm not really into party. I hate socializing with drunk unknown faces but—

"I wanted Ji to come! C'mon bro, help me hmm?" Chan hyung gave me a pleading eyes.

"Then ask him. Why should I be there?" I scoffed.

"We all know that he'll come if he knows you'll be there. So c'mon, for my birthday, please?" He pleaded. "I know, you wanted to see him too." He smile playfully and wiggle his brows.

I want to deny but he was damn right. Hannie was too busy in his jobs and often hangout with us. This was the only chance I got to see him.

I rolled my eyes on him and sighed, "Fine."

After four days, it was the day. As expected, different dim lights and loud music all over the mansion's living room. There were guys and girls dancing in the mid were they used as dance floor and some of them just making out or drinking. Not so far from the counter island I was sitting, I saw my cousin with his friends.

I noticed Han looking around as if he was looking for someone. Thankfully, someone walk passed so he didn't saw me. Chan hyung approached them and talked with them. I saw how he smile, laughed, talked and get drunk. What a adorable view.

I stood up and went to him when he ran away from Seungmin. I swear he's cute when he blushed when he's around me but he's cuter when drunk. He's like a child mumbling repeatedly words. He even called me gorgeous.

"Wanna be my prince?"

I'm aware he's drunk but for the first time, I wanted to say yes and claimed him as mine.