Dying, Dead (Johnnie Guilbert)

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Damon and I went into the water and played around for a couple hours. I actually feel happy. He got out and disappeared for a while as I dried off. He returned from the back of the bus. That's weird, I thought to myself. Whatever.

"Hey, let's go back to the tour bus." Damon took my hands with pleading eyes. I nodded and rubbed the hand I was holding.

We both stepped in the bus and went to my room. "I'm gonna go wash up." I said.

"Yeah me too." He went to do whatever, so I took the time to wash the ocean water off. Then I put spandex shorts with a huge tee shirt on and French braided my hair. By the time I was done, Damon was already sitting on my bed with his phone in hand.

"You took forever!" He yelled dramatically.

"They say that love is forever, forever is all that I need. PLEASE STAAAAAAAY FOREVER WITH ME!" I sang to the best of my ability even though it probably sounded like a dying cat. Kellin might need to help me with that.

"That was actually really good!" He hugged me from behind, his head right above my butt.

"Hey, watch where you put your head!" I lightly smacked his face.

"I like it here." He winked at me. I quickly smacked his face a little bit harder before sitting down.

"What should we do?" I asked. I had already had my camera out so I put it on my tripod.

"Maybe we should do the boyfriend/girlfriend tag." He said nonchalantly.

"Is this your way of-" I got cut off by Damon.

"Yes." He responded quickly.

"Well then let's get the cameras rolling." I smiled extra wide at him. He just laughed and helped me set up.

When we were done, I pressed record and started. "Hey guys, it's Bella! Today I have my boyfriend Damon here and we're going to do the boyfriend/girlfriend tag!" I explained the tag.

"Okay so question number one!" I pointed my finger at Damon.

"When and how did we meet?" I asked. "Oh and if you get the question wrong, you get pie to da faaaaace."

"I really want to get this correct. Okay so we met on June 18, 2014 and we got together because of warped tour." He shrugged. Ugh he got it right.

"Now for me!" He yelled to the camera. "Where did we have our first kiss?"

"It was when I was in the hospital, none of you guys knew. And um he was feeding me oatmeal. Long story short, the doctor walked in on us." I blushed. He nodded approvingly.

"Okay now you're not going to get this one," I smiled. "When is my birthday?"

"June 25. Oh wait! That means your birthday is coming up!" I nodded. Why is he getting these right?

"What is my favorite color?" He asked.

"Yell-"

"Nope!" He took a pie and smashed it onto my face.

This means war.

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7 pie clean ups later, Damon and I decided to talk about the tour. "Are we going to go public?" I asked, keeping my head down.

"Do you want to?" He asked. I smiled and nodded. Well I mean we did do the boyfriend and girlfriend tag. I went on Twitter and tweeted it out.

IsabelleDawson: New video out with my BOYFRIEND! Watch it to see who it is! #bfgftag

Then I linked the video to my tweet and sent it out. A ton of fans immediately tweeted me back. I have about 639,000 followers.

Damon and I stayed on the little lounge room chair cuddling. A few minutes later I heard someone walk in. "Can you guys like leave?"

I looked up from Damon's chest to see Johnnie. "Yeah I don't want to be near an asshole like you." I rolled my eyes at him.

I woke Damon up and we stumbled to my room. He fell onto the bed while I checked on Patti in Damon/Johnnie/Kyle/Alex's room. She was already asleep by Alex. I forgot Alex got dumped today.

I then walked back to my room where Damon was asleep. I changed in the same room because I mean, Damon saw me in a swimsuit today and its not like he'll wake up anytime soon. I changed into my pajama shirt without pants because, once again, Damon has seen me in a bathing suit. I laid down and cuddled into his chest. He slowly found my waist as we slowly drifted off to sleep. Tomorrow is the first warped tour date!
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1 month later
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Has Johnnie been an ass for the last month? Yes. Has Damon been distant? No. He's always there for me. Right now I'm cuddling with Damon and typing away on my laptop, editing a new video. The meet ups have been amazing! It's nice to know that people support me and what I do. Today is also another free day so I thought I would do something for our 1 month anniversary.

Even though I hate it when couples have 1-2-3-4 and so on anniversaries, Damon's into them so why not enjoy it. I got him some new Pokemon gauges. I'm wearing my regular merch with high waisted skinny jeans. Damon and I are going to meet up at Starbucks at 2:00. It's 12:00 right now. Damon got up and left the room. I guess he's going to get ready.

By the time I was done curling my hair and putting my make up on, it was 1:45. Crap! I'm going to be late! I grabbed my penny board and skated to the closest Starbies.

I walked into Starbucks with the box of his plugs in my hand. At first I didn't see him. Where is he? I looked at the side of the coffee shop. Then I looked in the back. Just as I was about to turn the corner, I heard a female voice and Damon's laugh. I slowly made my way to the back.

"Happy one month anniversary babe!" Damon leaned in and kissed her. Oh hell no. "I love you Stacey." He played with her hair. This all makes sense. When he disappeared at the beach. When he returned from the back of the bus. Her hair looks so familiar and her name sounds familiar. Stacey! The manager of the campaign we're working on for Warped tour this year!

I took my phone out and sent him a message.

Damon💜: Hey babe! I'll be there in about 15 minutes!

I saw him check his phone and type as this other girl told him a story.

Belle bear: okay I'll see you soon <3

I ran with my penny board in hand to the local super market.

"Hi do you have any stool softeners? The ones that give diarrhea and clean the system out?" I asked the clerk. He took me to the back of the store and pointed to the glorious packets. I picked up a pack and paid for it before skating back to Starbucks. I bought Damon's drink and mine. Then I took a spoon and mixed the packet into his drink.

"Hey babe." I smiled and took a seat. "Hey." He leaned in for a kiss.

I rejected his offer by handing him his drink. "Damon, who's Stacey?" I smiled a fake smile as he took a sip of his drink. His eyes widened.

"Uh-she's um my cousin." He said quickly.

"Hmm really cause I think you're cheating on me." I casually blurted out.

"Pu- I'm not." Yea you are.

"Damon I saw you two-" I suddenly got cut off.

"Bye!" He ran to the bathroom. I can't believe Damon.

I skated back to the bus and ran into my room. My face covered in tears.

"Oh look who decided to-" Johnnie rolled his eyes at me but stopped once he saw my face.

"Fuck off Johnnie." I locked my self up in my room.

I don't plan on coming out until the meet up.