Susie,
A lot of crap happened today! I have soo much homework! I have Spanish, government, science, English! Ugh it's gonna take about 5 hours to get it done!! Then my dad and I were at each others throats! And everyone is annoying me today! They are all asking if I'm ok and it's really starting to get to me! I don't know what to do anymore! I started to tear up about 15 times today! I have such a busy weekend! I don't know what I'm gonna do without you! You were one of my rocks in life! You were always so strong! You were so kind and caring! I don't know why this had to happen to someone as great as you! Everyone says god has a plan for everyone but I want to know what he was thinking when he made this plan for you!!? I know you wouldn't want me to question it though. You were always so faithful! I have a feeling that I am going to stop by your grave and talk to you a lot! I hope you don't get sick of me! Well thanks for listening Susie! I hope you know that I will always love you even though you are gone now! I love you with all of my heart! I will talk to you tomorrow! Bye now! Tell Ron I said hi! I love you again!
Amanda
