Susie,
I'm staying over at a friends house tonight. I woke up and switched my load of laundry. Then I watched tv for a while. Then I started folding my laundry. I had about 5 loads to fold. It took forever!! Then I packed for the night. Then I got ready and finished folding my laundry. Then I went over there and we went swimming. Then we ate dinner and then we went for a ride on their go kart. Then they all started making preverted jokes. At first it wasn't that huge of a deal but after a while it really got to me. Then her older brother made fun of Dan saying he looked high in a picture and I went off on him. Then I fought with her older sister and she told me to go kill myself. I admitted to Amira that's my friend that most days it's hard to get out of bed and that I don't know what to do anymore and it's overwhelming. Then I broke down crying. It wasn't a fun night that's for sure. But please don't tell anyone what happened. Thanks Suze. Well I will talk to you later! Bye! I love you so much I can't put it into words!
Amanda
