Susie,
I have no words for how sorry I am that I haven't written/spoken to you for this long. Today was one of those days where a lot just hit me. How much I miss you. The fact that sometimes I don't even remember what you look like anymore. It made me feel awful. So I'm sitting in bed crying/tearing up while trying to type this. Something I have experience with. So now it's actually not that difficult. Anyway, like I said everything kinda just hit me. Tomorrow will be a month until when your birthday was. I have a bowling banquet two days before that. I have a gut feeling I'm gonna have to leave that for a little bit to come visit your grave. I am also truly sorry for not visiting often-or really at all. A lot has happened since I last talked to you. I got my drivers license. School ended for the year, I got a 3.85 for first semester and a 4.0 second semester. My cousin Alex and my neighbor Colleen both graduated. Uncle Bob D has a brain tumor. Hopefully it will be okay. Dan got into trouble again- typical Dan. Those are basically the major events. From this moment on, I promise you I will update regularly now. Well I will talk to you tomorrow. Bye! I love you!
Amanda
