Susie,
Today was your funeral. To be honest it was the hardest one I have ever been to. I was trying to be strong because I knew you probably didn't want me to cry. After a while I pretty much couldn't cry anymore. I was all cried out. It was nice seeing everyone I haven't seen in a while. I missed all of the kids so much! I will miss you forever. I know that you are still here in my heart though. You always will be. I will go and visit your grave a lot I have a feeling I will anyways. I'm glad I got to see you on Sunday though. It was a nice last visit. I'm sorry you didn't get your wish though. I know you wanted to have your luncheon at the legion with peanut M&M's all over the place. It wasn't at the legion but there was fried chicken and the M&M's. Everytime I walk into your house I remember every memory I had in it! Which is a lot! I loved all of them though! I hope you know that even though you can't physically be there for my graduation and all of the other big milestones in my life that I know you will be there! Well sorry this is so short but I am going to let you go so you can talk to Ron some more! Tell him I said hi! I love you! With all my heart! I'll talk to you tomorrow! Until then! I love you!
Amanda
