Insecured

Part 2

"tug-tug tug-tug tug-tug-tugtugtugtugtugtug" sabi ng heart ko. 

Am I dreaming? I should keep my shit together cause now he was looking at me with matching taas ng kilay.

Ang suplado niya tingnan. Pero ok lang cause his one hella hottie.

After raping me with his malicious stare, I have finally found myself again.

"Hi. Ma-aa-ay I uhum, May I seat with you?"

He did not pay any attention. Tingin ko di niya ako narinig. I tried again. This time kakapalan ko na fezlak ko. Kahit sobrang effect yung ginawa niya saken, hindi niya pa ren maaalis yung inner bitchiness ko.

"Kuya, narinig mo ba ako? Sabi ko kung pwede maki-share ng seat?"

"Look, choppy head, may kasama ako so better back off and find some other table." 

Choppy head?? What the hell!

"I don't see anyone." truth be told but o-oh.

He stand up and faced me. Woah. I actually regret what I have said earlier. Kase bigla niyang kinuwa yung lunch bag ko then throw it across the room. We have earn alot of attention. Yan, attention, kahinaan ko yan. I told you I'm an insecured bitch so I am not really good with attention. 

"Go on choppy head, eat your lunch." sabay kuwa sa bag niya then alis.

After that marami akong narinig na whispers na "Sayang di na tuloy", "HAAHAHHA Napapala ng mga katulad niya!", "Muy-Muy Palaboy", "What a lame fight" at marami pang iba.

Truth is I'm not that toughy-tough. Lahat ng katapangan ko nasa utak ko lang. 

I ran so fast in the bathroom then cried my heart out. Cause I don't want them to see me crying, No! that will only make me appear more weak. 

Bakit ganun? One second I was totally amazed by him then one second I totally hated him. What a douche! 

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On my way home.

Well it was suuuuuuuuch a long tiring day. Walang pinagkaiba sa mga iba kong araw. Maliban na lang dun sa caffeteria scene kanina. Gosh, I hate him. I hate him so bad.

I was walking down the street not far from the campus. I was alone. Hindi naman sa total loner ako, may kinakausap pa ren naman ako pag nasa classroom pero pagdating talaga ng snack and uwian, bam! Im very very lonely. 

I was walking alone. I think.

Wait hindi. ata. Naglalakad ako tapos may naririnig akong naglalalakad sa likod. Medyo madilim yung road na yun at wala masyadong tao. Puro houses na parang walang nakatira, so it was indeed, creepy. Naisipan kong dumaan dito ngayon kase after what happened kanina, gusto kong mapagisa. Pero damn, I regret doing this kase their is totally a person behind me. 

I stopped dead in my tracks. I was so nervous and creeped out about that time but I still all have the guts to turn around, and when I do..

*BAMM!!!*

Wow, look who I bumped into. It was that douchebag. Nakaearphones pero dahil nga nagce-cellphone siya, siya pa 'tong galit na galit dahil na-interrupt ko ata whatever man yung pinaggagagawa niya sa phone niya. 

"What the f--! watch we're your goin--- Wait, your that girl in the caffeteria earlier."

"Hahahhaha choppy head!" douchiness overload.

Tiningnan ko lang siya kase di ko siya kayang awayin kase I get so emotional with it.

"Well that was just a lesson to never cross me, understand?" tapos hawak sa ulo ko ginulo niya yung hair ko yung parang ginagawa mo sa aso. Kaasar.

Pinalo ko yung hand niya away. Pero Grabe. Hinawakan ko lang yung hand niya, different kind of sparks run through my veins. The touch, that simple contact made me elefctrified. Damn. 

Look at the things he made me feel.

He smirked then left. Grabe sobrang attractive niya pag cocky siya.

Wait wait wait. Erase. His still a douche. A very attractive douchepants.

He walked away living me speechless and yet again, flushed. Hanggang sa di ko na siya matanaw, I started walking again. Thinking about that touch. It was sensational. 

I was walking and thinking but then somebody gripped me. hard. Then I felt a cold pointy object on my neck. Shit. Sabi ko na nga ba theres something fishy in this side of the road.

The guy told me in deep throaty voice that surely made me cringed and cry out for the living persona inside me : "Holdap to."