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Hey! Author here. Just wanna stop by and share you a little of my writing, uhm read it if you like, if no, man you can skip this part.. hahahaha 

BUT SERIOUSLY, YOU MIGHT RELATE N SHIT SO

this is made by my hugotness hahaha hope you don't find it weird or something 

"I have been obsessed about directions. Maybe because I have been obsessed about finding the right way...

... the right one, I was obsessed about finding you.

obsessed for making a list of all the cliche places I might find you, like in the movies.

I went in a coffee shop, in the bookstore, in the museum and man I knew I was getting a little too desperate when I went and go look for you in the club.

But I failed. But failing in something doesn't mean you don't get anything, I mean you don't get the price but you still get a consolation, right?

I went and look for you in a coffee shop, I may have not found you but I have found a coffee one that tastes just like what Mom used to make, when I needed it to finish my science project when I was in junior high.

I went and look for you in the bookstore, I may have not found you there either, but I have found this novel about a girl fulfilling her bucketlist and making the most out of her days.

I went and look for you in the museum, I may have have not found you there but I have met this disabled person that shares me his experience about painting and how he thought his life is gonna end and how he had faith and chose to be strong and express his emotions through painting. It was really beautiful, I nearly cried. 

by the time I felt desperate, I went to this club and guess what? Yes you weren't there. But that's okay because I have an unexpected mini-reunion with my colleague. 

After not meeting you with all my will, I thought destiny has a different card of you for me to play. And to my surprise after all this time, of not succeeding in not finding you, I there realize that I don't feel any lost, that in fact I have won, big time. 

Maybe the one for me after all is myself. I don't know I'm stupid. I'll make a another list. "