This Is Me Without You→Johlex Fanfic

Wild Eyes Of Terror Praying For Sex On The Beach

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WARNING: Sexual content throughout chapter

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Johnnie's POV~

I throw the door open and run to Alex, leaving the car running. I grab her hair and gently pull it back into a ponytail with my hands, so vomit doesn't get on it. I hold her hair with one hand and gently rub her back with the other, whispering, "I'm so sorry," over and over again. I went too hard on her, I shouldn't have yelled at her like that. None of this is even her fault, it's all me and I'm just taking it out on her. I'm going to hurt her, I'm just too bad for her. My eyes start watering, tears threatening to fall down my face and my I feel a lump in my throat as I realize what I have to do. Not for me. Not for us. But for her. As she finishes vomiting and sits up, I wrap my arms around her, setting my hand flat against her back, protectively, whispering, "I love you," as I hold her. "I-I-I'm sorry Jo-ohnnie," she sobs. I just shush her and stroke her hair, holding her tight as she presses her palms against my chest, clutching onto my shirt. After a while I calm her down and we get back into the car, stopping at the nearest actual working gas station so I can run in and get one of those mini-toothbrushes with the built-in toothpaste and a mini-mouthwash thing for Alex. I sit in the car and let her handle that then we continue on with the schedule as if nothing had happened. The whole evening, though, I couldn't stop thinking about what I had to do. I'd hate to hurt her like that but to say with her would be so much worse. After dinner came the surprise part, the special thing I didn't tell her about. I put my earbuds into her ears and put Pierce The Veil on high so she couldn't hear the crashing of the waves. I put a blindfold on her so she couldn't see the glistening moon's reflection off the water. I carried her on my back so she couldn't feel the endless sand between her toes. I look up and down the empty beach, thankful no one else was here. This night is ours. I set her down just where the tide meets the sand and take off the earbuds, shoving them into my back pocket. "What's that sound?" she grins, chuckling nervously. I smirk and pull of the blindfold, pocketing it then taking both of her hands, looking out towards the water. She follows my gaze and watch her eyes light up, along with the rest of her face, as she takes in everything. The sound of the waves crashing and the distant traffic, the smell of salt and fresh water, the way the sand feels under her bare feet mixed with the water crashing onto her toes, the way the moonlight bounces off the water, making it look as if a thousand diamonds were resting just under the surface. Everything is just so beautiful and perfect. Including her. She looks back at me, staring into my eyes in awe, "I love you," I tell her for the millionth time tonight, resting my hand on her neck and gently rubbing her jawline with my thumb before leaning in to kiss her slowly but passionately. I feel a huge wave of relief wash over me as she begins to kiss me back. I was afraid she'd reject me because of what happened earlier. She gently presses her hands flat against my chest, leaning into the kiss. I run my hands down to her waist, gently squeezing her on the way down, and pull her closer to me by her hips, making her giggle into the kiss. I hold her waist firmly and begin to get frustrated by the kiss. Kissing her is nice but I want more, I feel like it's not enough, I need her, I need more of her and I need more of her now. I lean into her more as I speed the pace of the kiss, it becoming lustrous and deep. She gently groans into my mouth, shocked by the sudden drastic change in mood and I grunt back, letting her know I want her as I wrap her shirt around my fist, pulling on it hard. I go down and kiss her jawline, gently sucking on it and shuttering as she breathes heavily into my ear, "Johnnie, let's go to the hotel. We have our own room tonight." But I can't wait that long. I can't wait until we get to the stupid hotel. "No," I groan into her neck. With that, she does something I never thought Alex Dorame would do. She pretty much shocks the whole fucking world with this next move; she pulls away and takes my hand then leads me to one of the lawn chairs a little bit up the shore. After this, she gently pushes me down, so I'm sitting back in the lawn chair, pulls off her shirt, and crawls on top of me, straddling over me and grinning down at me. I stare up at her in amazement, still trying to figure out what had just happened. "You just gonna sit there or are you going to give me the night of my life, Johnnie Guilbert." she grins. I smile and grab her face, pulling her in to kiss her rough and deep, softly groaning as I feel her start to undo my belt. I stop her long enough to slide my shirt off and start working on getting her jeans off as she tosses my belt onto the ground, starting to undo my zipper. I feel something in the deep, deep, deep pit of my stomach and smirk as I realize I probably have a huge hard-on. I finally get her pants off then help her get my lady jeans from GoodWill off then we're both in our underwear. I stare into her eyes and smile, "You sure you're ready?" I whisper. "Positive." she whispers back, chuckling. This is so wrong. I shouldn't be doing this, but the confident glare in her eyes are basically begging me to. Not my fault she's so sexy in her bright purple matching bra and underwear.

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