THE EVIL QUEEN'S LOVE | YOONGI X READER

《~DENIAL~》

☆Y/N'S POV☆

"I don't actually want anything from you. Your apology is enough for me."- I told him  but he didn't seemed to be convinced.

"If you Don't ask for anything from me than I will keep feeling like you didn't forgive me, Queen Y/n so I insist."- He spoke causing me to rethink my decision of not asking anything from him.

"Alright than I will ask for anything from you in the future because right now I can't think of anything."- I told him and he finally agreed.

His apology and the sudden change in his behaviour was somehow scaring me more than making me feel relieved. Why was he suddenly being so nice to me? Is it all his guilt or was it something else??

"Queen Y/n?"- He called me just before I could enter my chamber.

But when I turned to face him, I found him staring at me like he wanted to tell me something but again something was stopping him.

"I know that I have already apologised but I again want to apologise for saying those hurtful things to you and also about that night. Even though I'm your King, I don't have any right to disrespect you that way. Neither me or any other man in this universe should've the right to treat you that way but you still didn't protested and let me do whatever I wanted to do that night.....I know that it was all to protect Welkin from Azurethra and to keep General Park here but I don't think that you should've given me that right."- He spoke casuing me to think if he was always this oblivious about my feelings for him.

"You are right, King Yoongi. No man in this universe should've the right to disrespect me that way but you are not just any man. You are King Min Yoongi, my first love and that night I actually was hurt by your actions but the moment I saw you again I forgot everything and even if you hadn't apologised, everything would've been the same for me because you will always have my heart."- I told him and this was probably my fourth love confession for him or probably more.

"I had told you before, Queen Y/n and I will tell you again......I can't give you the love that you might be expecting from your King. I have already given my heart to someone and that person will always have my heart until my last breath."- He spoke but this time his words didn't hurt me like it did for the first and second time.

Probably because now my heart was also slowly accepting that this man standing infront of me will never love me back but will that stop me from loving him? Negative.....

"I had told you before as well that I Don't want you to love me anymore because I only want you to know that i love you to the extent that even if you kill me oneday, I will accept my death as the last gift from the love of my life. I might not be your first and last love but I swear you will always be my only love."- I told him and the silence between us was killing me.

The way his eyes were staring at me with pity, it made me feel sick inside so I quickly got inside my chamber and closed the door.

I saw Jungkook, Beomgyu and Jimin staring at me in horror as I suddenly stepped inside the room but they soon relaxed when they realised it was only me.

"My Queen, we have a bad news."- Jimin told causing me to feel worried.

"What's going on??"