Irresistible. boyxboy

Irresistible 7 :)?

"Hi guys, I'm Ced's ex boyfriend." He smiles brightly.

WHAT THE FUUUUUUDGE MONKIESSSS! I shoot a glare at him.  Their is an awkward silence. GEE THANKS JOHN.

I grab John's wrist, "Sorry guys, catch up with you guys later!" I shout back at them and run off with John, practically dragging him. "Cedddd," John whines at me, I ignore him. Stupid boy! UGH. Why did he have to go and do that? I fled, I could swear this is the fastest I have ever ran in my life! I keep running until I spot Hottopic, my favorite store, well one of them.

I pull us into Hottopic and let go of his wrist, out of breath. John is also out of breath, "W...why. Did. You.." He inhales air and lets it out, catching his breath. "Do that?" He finishes his thought.

"BECAUSE, they don't know that I'm gay, you dip shit." Well, Oli probably kinda figured that I was gay last night. I sigh, remembering last night, how it was so amazing but yet so sadening, I shake my head."Thanks for making it awkward!" 

He looks down, "I'm sorry, I didn't know, the time we were together you were so open about it." 

"Well yeah! I just met these people not even 4 days ago!" Oh yeah, wow, its only been 4 days.

"Oh, I had no idea, Ced." He looks up at me, his eyes looking like he really is sorry. "I'm really sorry."

I shake my head, I close my eyes and clear my head. Oh what the hell? He saved me the trouble of having to do it. "Now that I think about it, you saved me the trouble of having to do it myself." I pat his head.

He smiles, "Thats true!" He beams, happy again. "Its been awhile since we last talked..." he said looking kind of sad.

"Yeah, sure has..." John broke up with me about a year ago cause, I quote, " I'm just not feeling "IT" anymore." I was so depressed, I was actually pretty crazy about this guy, my first love. 

*****FLASHBACK*******

"Hey baby!!" I say running up to him, jumping into his arms kissing his lips so passionately. Oh how I missed his lips on mine.

He kisses back, but not with as much passion. Had I been the only one feeling sad about not being able to see each other for a couple weeks? 

"Is something wrong, Johnnny?" I said pulling away.

"Ummm, no its nothing." He smiles at me. But I can tell its a fake smile.

"Are you sure?" I say raising my eyebrow.

"Yes, I'm more than sure." He grabs my hand, "Lets get to class." 

"Mmmkay!" I say cheerfully. I know something is wrong but I guess I can wait for him to tell me whats going on. "I missed you, John. You have no idea." 

"Mhmmm." He says. Thats all? No I miss you too? Maybe he hadn't heard me.

I giggle, "Johnnnnayyyy, I missed you."

He stares at me silently, by then we have stopped walking. 

"Seriously, I really couldnt wait to be in your arms once again." I get close to him and wrap my arms around him.

He pushes me away, HUH? "Cedric, I..."

"Whats wrong?" 

He looks down into my eyes, "We should break up..."

"What? WHY?" 

"I...I'm just not feeling it anymore, I'm sorry." With that he turned away from me and walked away.

I just stood there staring at his back, what? What just happened? I feel so numb, the tears won't come....No...COME BACK, DONT LEAVE ME. Is what I wanted to say but I didnt.