How I Met Him «lrh»

10

Bella: boo you there?
Bella: BOO!
Bella: I'm lonely :-(
Robby: did you just call me boo?
Bella: maybe :-(
Robby: are you okay? You seem, off?
Bella: I don't want to talk about it, am I gtg I'll be back in an hour

I grabbed the hoodie that was beside me and ran out the door today was my mom's anniversary of her death six years ago.

Flashback

"Honey I got to go to the shop do you want to come?" She asked.
"Yeah just let me get my shoes." I said as I ran up the stairs.
Once I slipped them on I sat in the passenger seat of the car.

Out of nowhere a drunk driver crashes into the drivers side. Meaning the car crashed into her.
The car went spiralling out of control and I blacked out.

I woke up 3 days later in a hospital bed. Not remembering what happened. I saw my step-dad beside me crying.
"Will what's wrong" I couldn't stand to see him cry.
"Your mother," he gulped, "she's dead"
I froze I couldn't believe what he said. I didn't start crying like a normal eleven year old would. I just sat there in a state of shock.
That night my step father also died, honestly I can't remember how I was so caught up in my own little world of emotion that I didn't realise I was living with my dad until my mom was dead for two months.

"Hi mom," I sobbed "how are you? I miss you" that's when broke down, I hated my feelings making me feel sorrow.
I should have been over this by now.
I sat on the edge of her grave with my head in my hands shivering with tears running down my cheeks.
"I miss you mom, I really do" I said.
"Hey are you okay?" A deep voice asked.
I looked up to see Dylan from my geography class.
"Yeah, sure, I'm good." I said breathing in between.
"You don't seem okay. Why are you here anyway?" Dylan asked.
"Please go" I whined pulling my knees to my chest.
"Why are you here!?" He asked with more tone.
"It's none of you f*cling business okay." I said as I got up and power walked home.

I couldn't do it anymore