How I Met Him «lrh»

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Bella's POV

I guess you all think I was making a big deal out of the situation but I wasn't. That subject was I wasn't comfortable talking about to anybody.

I finished clean the mess and went to my mom's grave. I needed a little bit of mom/daughter time.

"Hey mam" I whispered.
"I'm friends with my idol" I continued.
"You would love him, he's just like you"
"But he wants to know why I'm like this but I can't tell him" I say tears brimming my eyes.

My Skype buzzed. It was Luke.

"Hi" I muttered.

"What's wrong Bella? What happened?" He asked.

I turn the camera to the headstone. "Luke meet my mom she died in a car crash 6 years ago when I was 11"

He didn't speak so I turned the camera towards myself.

"That night my step dad died I can't remember what happened and I've never had the courage to ask how. I moved in with my dad and when I was fifteen my dad got a girlfriend she was nice at the start then my dad got promoted and was never home. She then got abusive and began drinking and doing drugs with the extra money my dad was earning. She was the person who ended our last Skype call."

I couldn't look at him I didn't want sympathy.

"When I was sixteen I became bulimic, my dad's girlfriend told me I was fat and every other way to say that I was fat. On my mom's anniversary I wanted to die. So I tried but I survived and I'm glad I did. I forgot about you and how I actually had a friend or two. I'm a lot happier I just have to be reminded about my past every time I shower or get changed." I paused "Thank you"

"Bella I want to meet you as soon as I can" he spoke.

"Why? I'm just a fan" I frowned.

"But you are not a fan, your a friend, more than a friend. I want you to be more than a friend for the rest of our life" he exclaimed. "We have an American tour break in two weeks I'm coming to see you then you are coming to the Teen Choice Awards with us, promise?" He pulls a serious face.

"Promise" I giggled.