Honey x Lolita!Reader

A little thought

(Y/n) Pov
Dear Diary,
Let's talk about the good first. Mitsukuni and I have officially dated for 3 months tomorrow! I can't believe it. I'm always so busy so I never had any time to have a real relationship with another person. He is my best friend and my partner! Mitsukuni is so sweet and has a sweet tooth. That's where the bad news. Since I've been dating Mitsukuni I've gained a little bit of wait. :( Being with a sweet tooth made me realize that I had one too. So I've been eating a lot of sweets with me maybe I need to go on a diet.
My phone went off. "Hello" I asked picking up the phone. The phone rang again. Oh yea forgot to press  answer. (This happened to me yesterday Lol) Stupid (y/n). I answered the phone. "Hello?" I asked once more. "Hey (n/n)!" I love it when he calls me (n/n). "Hey Mitsukuni!" "I was wondering if you wanna go out tomorrow?" "Sure. Where are we going?" "I was thinking that new restaurant near your place?" "Sounds good. I'll see you tomorrow. Good night."  "Good night!" I hung up. Put my diary away and snuggled in my bed. Tomorrow is gonna be good.
The next night I was finishing up my make up when I heard a knock on the door. When I opened there was Mitsukuni in his pink and black tux. "Hey Mitsu-" he cutt me off with a kiss. He pulled away. "I missed you~" I giggled "I can tell." I shut the door and Mitsukuni pinned me to the door and kissed me again. This time more passionate. I pulled away. "You're smearing my lipstick." "You look fine." He leaned in to kiss me again only for his lips to hit my hand. "Nope! Got to look good if we are going out." He pouted but backed off. When he made that face it was hard to say no but I didn't have a choice. I finished my makeup and we headed out. When we got to the restaurant we ordered and were now waiting for our food. "I'm doing a runway walk in April. It's a huge deal! Anyone who's anyone is gonna be there. Great publicity. Are you going?" "Of course I'm gonna be there to support my (n/n)!" I blushed at his pet name for me. Our food finally came and we finished eating. The waiter asked us if we anted any desert and of course we said yes. Mitsukuni and I both got (c/f) cake. While we were waiting Mitsukuni excused him self probably to go to the bathroom. I checked my phone to see if any one texted me when I over heard a conversation. "Yea so what did you think of the new issue of Cutie Magazine?" "I thought it was good but didn't you notice something about the girl on the front cover?" "You mean Bunnie~chan? She is one of my favorite internet models! But she is fattening up a little bit!" She sees it too!! "Yea I noticed that too! Honestly she's gonna be out of a job if she doesn't go on a diet soon!" What?! No modeling is my favorite thing! This can't be happening. "Is something wrong?" Mitsukuni was back and had noticed my worried face. But I perked back up. "Oh it's nothing! Just deep in thought." Dessert finally came and I just looked at it. All the calories. "Hey Mitsukuni?" He looked at me. "I just realized that I'm not hungry. Do you want mine?" He looked surprised. "Are you sure?" I just nodded and he happily excepted my cake. After Mitsukuni finished we got the check and Mitsukunis driver took me home. My boyfriend kissed me goodnight and I excited the car. Once I entered my house I locked the door and headed up stairs. I stripped down and looked at myself in the mirror. They're right. I almost started crying. I am fat. Im no longer cute! And if I'm not cute then I'll loose my job. My house. My friends. And worst of all I might even loose Mitsukuni. I'll be by myself with nothing. I need to go on a diet. Yea that should help. I put on my Pjs and searched up diets for the next hour. I found one that would duties me and went to brush my teeth. But once I was I front of the mirror and all the negative thoughts came back. You don't need a diet. You need to stop eating all together. I brushed my teeth combed my hair and went to bed. Not eating for a few days can't hurt. Were my final thoughts before falling asleep.