Honey x Lolita!Reader

Relization!

Honeys Pov
How can this happen? Why would she do it to her self? Why would she do this to me? I thought this as I walked home that cold and windy night.

~ 2 hrs earlier~

"Honestly! Next time you should give people a warning before you show up at their door and inform them you are taking them to a fancy restaurant!" (Y/n) yelled as we drove to our 6th month anniversary dinner. She was upset that I just showed up at her door unexpectedly. She had just gotten up from a nap and according to her she was "not 6th month anniversary ready". In my opinion she could have gone out like that. Major bed head, a baggy shirt slitly slipping off of her shoulders, and some dry drool still on her chin. (Y/n)-chan is so kawaii! She continued to be upset and yell at me. I kissed her cheek and she instantly grew silent. Her face went from red from anger to red from embarrassment. "What was that for?" She asked looking down and touching her cheek. I grabbed her chin and made her look up at me. I then kissed her forehead, then I kissed her nosed, then I pecked her lips. I pulled her in close. "Happy anniversary" I whispered lovingly into her ear. She grabbed my face and pulled me in for another kiss. This one was more passionate than sweet. She was so red. Even the tips of her ears were pink. "Kawaii" I mumbled under my breath. She then glared at me, so I'm guessing she heard me. She grumbled quietly. Most of it I can only assume was insults but I did here her say "Happy anniversary Mitsukuni" "Love you~" "SHUT UP!!" We did eventually get there and the driver let us out of the car. Diner was great! I also heard the cake there was great too. I can't wait to try it! Usa-chan would have loved it here! But he was being a good wing bunny and letting me have some alone time with (y/n). I looked at (y/n) and she looked ... Sad? She let her face drop and revealed what she was actually feeling because she thought I couldn't see. She has been going that a lot lately. Do I make her unhappy? She hadn't touched her food. She just pushed around her salad with her fork. Another thing .... She HATES salad. She hates anything healthy. She loves sugar and sweets. So why isn't she eating them anymore. I don't understand. She looked up at me and smiled sadly. I asked for the check even though it was a bit early. (Y/n) hadn't eaten a single thing yet and I can tell she wasn't going to any time soon. We left the restaurant and began walking under my suggestion. (Y/n)s long dress dragged behind her. It was to big for her even though a few weeks ago it fit her just fine. I know what's going on. I've just been ignoring. I didn't want to believe it. I stopped and turned to her. "Why?" I asked. She stopped in her tracks and looked at me confused. She opened her mouth to speak. "Why?!" I asked her a bit louder and more stern. She winced at the sudden rise of my voice. She opened her mouth once more. Her eyes showed fear that I knew her secret. Be once again before she could utter a word I bursted out. "No! No excuses tell me why!" The tears began to flow from my eyes. She bit her lip. "I'm sorry." She started crying too. "Gomen ....  Gomen ....." She repeated I'm sorry over and over. "I just.. I just..." She then started to repeat that phrase   After repeating things over and over again she finally said a full sentence. "Do you hate me?" She cried softly. She looked at me with puffy eyes, her lips quivering, and she was shaking from the cold. I looked her up and down slowly examining her body. She was practically just bone now. I got so angry and sad. All of these pent up emotions flooded into my head and heart. I knew if I said something I would regret it. I took off my jacket and wrapped it around her, turned then just walked. I kept on walking and walking. All I felt was anger, sadness, and pain. How can this happen? Why would she do it to her self? Why would she do this to me? I thought this as I walked home that cold and windy night.

(Y/n)  Pov
I watched him leave. I watched him walk away. More tears fell down my cheeks. I cried silently. I wrapped his jacket closer around me and pretended it was his embrace. I'm sorry Mitsukuni.

I love you Mitsukuni

Even though you hate me...