Im sorry

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(Y/n)'s Pov
The rain outside continued to pour. It has been going on for hours now. I just sat there on my bed in silence. Finally it just got to be to much. I got up and headed over to my closet trying to find a blanket, so at least something would keep me warm. I began feeling around for a blanket not really looking at what I was touching. My fingers found something soft and warm. Thinking it was a blanket, but what I pulled out... Mitsukuni's jacket. I was all out of tears to cry. So I just stared at the article of clothing. The horrible memory of Mitsukuni leaving me flooded back. I missed him. I missed his smile.

Honeys Pov
I had finally come out of my room and started going back to school and the host club. However, things weren't the same. "Honey-senpai are you sure you don't want some cake?" Haru-chan asked me concerned while she held out a patter with some chocolate cake on it. "No I'm okay." I responded hugging usa-chan tighter. Haru-chan sighed and set the plate down then sat next to me. "Honey-senpai what's wrong?" "Nothing's wrong." I mumbled. "Yes something is wrong" he pushed. "Honey-senpai you have been depressed for the last few days..." Tama-chan chimed in. "And before that you hadn't shown up to the host club for weeks." The twins added in unison. "So do not try and tell us something is not wrong." Kyoya-chan finished. Takashi had stayed silent during this time just staring at me. By now everyone had gathered around me waiting to here my explanation. "I don't know what you are talking about." I denied. "Honey we're your friends." Haru-chan explained calmly. "Please we want to help you." I took a deep breath and slowly reached into my pocket and pulled out a folded up magazine cover. I set it down slowly on the table. Tamaki slowly reached for it once he had it he pulled away quickly. Everyone, except Takashi and Haru-chan, rushed behind Tamaki to see what it was. Tamaki slowly unfolded the paper and gave a puzzled look to what he saw. "Bunny~chan diagnosed with anorexia?!" The twins read. "This is why you are so upset?" Hikaru questioned. I stayed frozen. We sat in silence for a while until Kyoya finally decided to speak up. "Honey-senpai I know you've had a crush on this girl for a really long time and I can understand to a degree why you are upset, but" he paused for a moment to clear his throat but then spoke again. "I don't understand why it has taken this much of an effect on you. I mean you have never even met her before." Everyone's eyes were on me once more. I smiled slightly as I relished in the memory of when we first met as I finally spoke. "Actually, I did meet her. Around 7 months ago. She was everything and more than I could have imagined. You guys may not get it but I- but I" I stopped I couldn't finish my sentence. "You what Mitsukuni?" Takashi finally spoke up. "I love her." A silence once again fell upon the room. "And seeing her do that to herself hurt me so much. So much that I unintentionally hurt her back. Now I don't know what to do." I finished. "Of course you know what to do." Tama-chan responded. I looked at him straight in eye. "You are a host it is your job to make girls happy!" He exclaimed. "Now go to her and make her smile!"

(Y/n) Pov
I hugged the jacket closer. Even though it's been weeks it still smells like him. Like honey. I heard a knock at the door. I sighed and put the jacket back in the closet. I headed for the door I didn't want to talk to anyone. I slowly opened the door. All I wanted was... my eyes fell upon my visiter... Mitsukuni? There he was... Drenched from the rain and a determined look in his eye. "Mitsukuni" I whispered quietly to my self. He took a step closer then dropped to his knees. He began crying. "I'm sorry!" He shouted grabbing onto my leg and holding it tight. "I'm sorry I abandoned you! I'm sorry I didn't help you! I'm sorry I let you do this to your self!" He sobbed. I just kind of looked at him trying to process what was happening. Once I got myself together I slowly reached down and pulled him off my leg. He looked up at me with puffy red eyes. I slowly got down in my knees as well. "(Y/n)?" I pulled him into a proper hug. "I'm sorry too." I told him. We both started sobbing as we held each other in a tight embrace. Sure we were out in the open and drenched in rain but we didn't care. We had each other at last. After a while we ended our heart felt hug and I invited Mitsukuni inside to try off. We never left each others sight. We were too scared that one of us might disappear once more. Once we were changed and dry I was pulled into another hug. "(Y/n) I love you."

Honeys Pov
I held her tight not planning on letting go anytime soon. "(Y/n) I love you." "I love you too, Mitsukuni." That was all I wanted to hear. I had my (Y/n) back.

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