Bound by his darkness

I know, you know

Unwavering anger, anger that can consume everything, anger that makes your existence feel nothing... confusion, fear and weird thoughts are running in my mind but all of this did not matter as the person in front of me is throwing daggers on me with his eyes.

"What do you think you are doing here?" he hiss at me in a grave voice which makes me freeze in place. I want to tell him that he is the one left me alone but all I could do is look at him and think WHAT IS HE? or WHO IS HE?. 

The words, Or whether I should say "death threat" he just gave to the person on the other side of call is not normal. Yes, I have heard people giving death threat to one another but chopping someone's relative and making them eat it....... I going to faint. 

This guy is not normal. 

He slowly take a step forward "Have asked you a question, What the fucking hell are you doing here? were you eavesdropping?" I take a step back to make distance between us "N-No, I wa-wasn-wasn't" my mouth always betray me when it comes to this psycho. "so you are telling me you did not listen to anything?" HIs words make me gulp and my heartbeat increases. I am pretty sure my face must be looking like a caught thief "have you lost your tongue spiare"   

I move my head in disagreement "I-I was looking for you, I Tho-Thought you lef-left me alone" I stutter trying to look as normal as possible but somehow I Know nothing is working. I flinch immediately when he moves his hand but calm a little bit down when he tug a strand of hair behind my ear ever so soothingly. "My little spy was scared, hmmm? I could never leave such a beautiful thing alone" Spy... he thinks I was spying on him, I mean who is he "Donald trump" why in freaking hell I would ever spy on him, it can never benefit or interest me any ways.

"I wasn't sp-spying on you... you were not on our tabl-table and I waited for a fe-few moments there but then a waiter told me yo-you are outside" this stammering thing will get me killed some day. He looked at me intensely or should I say my eyes, maybe he is gauging my lies. 

"I am a busy man, Just because I make you feel so important and took you for dinner does not mean that I am some worthless guy living on his dad's money" I wanted to question him for his line of work what actually is his role in the family business but chose to keep the thought aside "I nev-never said that let's go-go home now It is too la-late" with that I take another step back and he nods curtly.

HIs death stare is still on and it makes me want to run away from him right this moment but i know I can't, this will only trigger is anger. Calm down Katharina and these fearful moments will pass soon.

Soon we were in his car silence was calming but nerve racking like it's not for too long. I look at him on my right side to check his facial expression but the look is as usual "emotionless", well it is just useless. The sky is full of stars that takes my attention almost immediately as I look outside the car.

A few moments later we were outside Mia's apartment and as soon as car stop I launch outside the care like a rocket. Mr. Romano followed behind me, with his long legs he was standing right next to me. I curse him for being too fast and too tall for my disadvantage "Thanks for dropping me" I quickly thank him wait for him to reciprocate. " You do not have to thank, baby" again...this word baby, it makes my skin crawl. 

With my head cast down I say the final words "So, I just gonna - gonna go" I look up at him and wait for his agreement. With his hands in his black dress pants, broad shoulders, sharp jawline and head lowered to my level he nods with raw intensity.

With that I sigh lowly and turn around to walk as fast as I can. But in no time I was pinned to car gasping with the sudden manhandling. His grip is too strong that I fear my arm will break, The space between us almost non-existent. I wiggle in his hold as the panic from the past moments like this takes control of my mind. 

"Do you think I am a fool?" He hisses so gravely as darkness takes control of him. HIs grip on my arm tightens as I do not answer making me hiss at the pain. I collect all the courage and move my head in disagreement. He does not buy it one bit, He pushes my body with his, his head right above mine due to the height difference. 

HIs body.... his warm,.. hard... and big body against mine intimidates me, for a moment i wonder how would it feel to touch it with my bare hands. No wonder women are around him all the time, even in the moment like this when he is manhandling me and disrespecting he managed to pollute my mind with such dirty thoughts. 

"Use your words, baby" don't you dare baby me in this position. This close proximity is too much for me no man other than this hot psychopath has ever touched me. This makes me feel so...... awake I do not even know what it means but it something strange and foreign.

"I-I do not think you - you are a fool" I somehow managed to muster "Than you must know that I know, hmmm?" The question makes my heartbeat stop, what is he talking about? he knows I heard him? OH MY GOD... What is he going to do now?

I look at him with wide eyes unable to say anything. He leaned forward to my ear, his hot breath fanning my neck "I wasn't lying when I threatened to chop someone and making that man eat it" My body start shaking with no control, my fear for this man has no limits from this point. I try to push him away but he doesn't budge. He comes face to face with me again with those dark brooding eyes and grab my hair from the scalp roughly "There is so much more I can do but it is better for you to not to know it" he growls in my face, his eyes telling me he is not bluffing "So next time you want to eavesdrop come prepared because you might not be able to take it"

With that he let go off me complete, leaving me a gasping mess. His eyes glued to mine full of darkness, darkness like he wants to do something.. something like hurt me or posses me  "now get the fuck inside your house right now before I change my mind and put you back into my car take you somewhere you can't find your way back"

With those word leaving his mouth I run, I run without even thinking twice. 

I don't ever want to see him again, ever.

As I enter MIa's room I start crying uncontrollably, my heartbeat is so fast it feels like I am going to have a heart attack. I do not know how long it has been since I collapsed on the bed but the I can see the sun rising as I decide to change my cloths after crying the night away. 

I take the night suit and enter the washroom with swollen eyes. I couldn't sleep, how could I? it was impossible. That man... that psycho is ruining my peace and I don't know how to stop him. I have tried avoiding him but it seems like everything is just useless when it comes to him.

But, this can't be it. I can not let this happen, I can not let him do this. He has no right to control my life or threaten me. If I can't avoid him I will simply confront him and make him realise that he can never get me, that he can control everything but not me. 

I know that it is difficult because he scares the hell out of me but I have to do this, I have to do it for my self because I do not need another toxic person in my life. Wait, I think toxic is not the right word to describe him "he is pure destruction".

And I do not want destruction in my life, I am wise enough to understand that his good looks are just façade to distract everyone from what he actually is.

As difficult as it I am gonna do it, He have to get out of my life.