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Choi Yeonjun ||TXT||

Yeonjun needed a moment; a moment of complete silence. He clenches his eyes closed tight as his hands moved to tug at the root of his hair.

He needed his brain to be silent.

Opening his eyes, Yeonjun loosened his grip from his hair, now raking it out of his face.

Yeonjun looks down at his belly, which was stretching out his shirt "How am I supposed to be the best dad for you when I am battling my own demons? I do not deserve you as my little girl." He places his hand against his bump, earning a kick from his daughter.

"How far along are you?"
Yeonjun lifted his head up. Unbeknownst to him there sat a man. "What?" He asks.
The man smiles then repeats his question "How far along are you?" This time he pats his own stomach to indicate his question.

"22 weeks. It is a girl." He commented.
"Well, congratulations. Does she have a name?"
"We agreed on Rin..Choi Rin, but now..oh god my baby does not have a name. Oh no." Yeonjun covers his face once more. "I apologize." He starts "Hormones are getting the best of me in the moment."
"I can tell. It is okay. Here."
Yeonjun opens his eyes. The man has his hand outstretched with a Kleenex "Thank you." He accepted. He dabbed at his eye then sniffled "What is your name? So I can thank you properly."
"Soobin."
"Soobin. Thank you for the Kleenex and your kindness."
"And what can I call you?" Soobin asks.
"Yeonjun."
"Hi Yeonjun." Soobin greeted. "It is late for an expecting person to be out. Especially by the river. I supposed your significant other will be worried and looking for you."
Yeonjun shakes his head "We discovered that we are not-" he tries to explain the recent heartache to this stranger "Compatible." He finds the word "I think he was looking for a way out and the baby was his way out." Yeonjun clears his throat.
"Maybe you saw only the good in him and was ignoring the red flags he was presenting to you."
"Possibly." Yeonjun agreed "It felt as he was my one, my person. The world seemed a little less lonely with him holding my hand. I supposed you could argue he was a security for me, and for her." Yeonjun looks down at his bump once more.
"The world will still be scary Yeonjun." Soobin begins "But now you have someone who will really love you to be holding your hand. Your daughter."
"My daughter." Yeonjun repeated. "What love am
I meant to show her when I can barely love myself? Or have someone else love me?"
"You will be showing her that loving yourself is a process. That there are good days, and damn, there will also be bad days. And some days, where you feel neutral. Neither bad or good about yourself. You show her that loving yourself is the first step into living a life that everyone deserves."
Yeonjun leans back against the bench with eyes closed, he allows the tears to fall. Dabbing at his eyes with a Kleenex he opens his eyes once again "Soobin-" he says "Soobin?"
Standing from the bench, he looks left and right down the pavement for the lanky boy.
Returning to his sitting position Yeonjun lays his hands against his bump "I will try to love myself. For you. I think I like the name Soo-yeon. Choi Soo-yeon. What is your opinion?"

Yeonjun gasps out loudly as he looks at his bump "Did you respond to me? Hello Soo-yeon. From that interaction you approve of the name."
Yeonjun closes his eyes again "Yeonjun, it is dark! Have you gone mental?"
He opened his eyes to see his friend group staring at him "Her name will be Soo-yeon." He announces.
Taehyun sits next to the eldest on the bench "Soo-yeon. Much better name choice than Rin."
"I think so." Yeonjun agreed. "Are we hungry? I'm buying."
Kai, the youngest hugs Yeonjun "You will enter the newest and best part of your life, Hyung. Hi baby Soo-yeon."

Yeonjun pushes himself off of the bench. Beomgyu stands with his hands outstretched to either catch him or stabilize Yeonjun, which needed the latter.
"I've got you Hyung."

Soobin sits at the bench as he watches the friends walk away. He preaches about self love and motivation and powerful inspiration, yet, he lacked confidence for himself. Once again he failed to communicate his desire for someone: this time it being Yeonjun.

The friend group could no longer be seen. Standing himself to a stance Soobin turned up the collar on his jacket and walked in the opposite direction.

Soobin would never forget Yeonjun, and Soo-yeon. 

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