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Renjun checked his phone, it was half an hour since Jaemin called him to tell him that he left work and was coming home. He still was not home. Pushing himself off the couch, Renjun waddled to the living room window. There he noticed Jaemin pulling into the drive way "Jaemin's home." He says.
Jaemin sees Renjun standing in the window. Putting his car in park, Jaemin turns off his car. He forgets his bags in the car.
"Welcome home!" Renjun greeted. "Hi babies." Jaemin replied "Why are you up? You need to be resting." "I am excited to see you, we both are!" Jaemin initiated the kiss which was reciprocated by Renjun "Let's get you inside Renjun." Jaemin placed his hand on the small of Renjun's back to guide him back into the house. "I have dinner in the oven. Would you need a water?" "No." Renjun shook his head "I want to sit down." Renjun removes his shoes, now wearing slip ons.
"Come sit with me." Jaemin sits with his legs open in a wide 'v' stance as his back was pressed against the corner of the couch cushion. Renjun sits between Jaemin's legs with his back resting against Jaemin's chest. Jaemin stroked Renjun's bump as his other hand kept still on the other side of his belly "How was your day?" Renjun questions. "Nothing to report, I am more interested in how your days were." Renjun places his hand on Jaemin's hand "Uh, well I took three naps today, so there is that exciting update. I ordered a pizza, and ate all of the pizza." Jaemin snickers "Seems like baby was well fed today. Is that so baby?" Jaemin rubs the side of Renjun's bump. "Oh. Then I cried because I ate an entire pizza and had to call Mark Hyung, who was wildly unhelpful. He continued repeating that I am pregnant and deserve to eat an entire pizza." "You do deserve to eat that." Jaemin agrees. "Do you think I am fat?" Renjun leans forward to look behind him at Jaemin. "Not fat Renjun, you are simply enjoying food. As you should be enjoying the food." Jaemin responded. Renjun smiles "Thank you." He whispers. Jaemin hums back at Renjun.
"Renjun?" Jaemin whispers "Are you awake? Baby?" With no response, Jaemin giggles as he rubs his hands up and down across Renjun's bump "Hi, little one." He began "This is your daddy talking right now, can you recognize my voice yet? Hopefully you will once you are here. I did not need to have an important conversation with you, needing to express my feelings. These are feelings I cannot tell dad. He is experiencing his own worries, how am I meant to add to his? He so carefully told me about his worries. Not too much worry over you, but, still worries about you. Am I rambling? Sorry, I am trying to collect my thoughts. We both have worries on how we are meant to be the parents that you need. One day you will be more of a grown person and ask us a question we are not prepared for. How do we answer? Do we answer truthfully or hide the truth underneath a veil? Do we try to protect you. We know that neither of us can protect you from all the bad. We will raise you to be a good person, that I am not worried about. What I am worried about is..you and your dad already have a bond. You are growing in his belly. You move or shift or kick and Renjun, oh, sorry, your dad feels all of those moments. I can too, however, it is a different kind of excitement for me. What will happen if when we bring you home and you hate me? There is a possibility that I will not hold the same connection compared to your dad. That worry is why I am rambling to you. Sorry once more. I understand if you prefer dad to myself, how can you not? He will be the best parent to you. Those are not worries of mine." Jaemin closes his eyes before taking a breath.
"I would not be worried about having a connection, Jaemin." "Renjun? Hi. How was your nap?" Jaemin kisses his cheek. Renjun leans back against Jaemin and stretches outward then sat on the opposite side of the couch "I slept well, thank you." "Then I am glad that you slept well. Did you want something fast or are you having a craving?" "We cannot ignore your comments. Do you want to talk Jaemin?" "Not really."Jaemin confessed "How much of that conversation did you hear?" "Enough to make me become worried. Jaemin. We are not in competition within one another. We are partners." "I understand that we are partners, really, Renjun, I do." "Stop doubting yourself then, this baby has heard my worries once they are born. My worries are that we will be compared against. One of us will be the 'fun' parent as the other one will be the one who reprimands them."
To Renjun's surprise, Jaemin started laughing "That is worrying you? Who will play which version of our parenting? Oh sweet one." Jaemin kisses Renjun's neck "I think we already have those parental roles we both agree." Renjun smiles then laughed "Do you have more worries Jaemin?"
Jaemin is silent. "Jaemin?" Renjun repeated. "Sorry, no, no more worries. Do you?" "If I do, or did, I am sure that we will find a solution. Together."
Jaemin crawled across the couch to lay his head on Renjun's bump "Guess our conversation was not as private as we thought." He told Renjun's bump. "Next time I can pretend to not listen." Renjun offered. Jaemin laughed out before replying "How about next time we talk to one another." "I think I like that better."
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