Poison on Promises

💎 CHAPTER XXX 💎

S.Coups POV

Several weeks have passed but here I am without a plan to save my husband . Every wrong decision and plan I make can affect Hannie and my child . Mr. Nakahara is not an easy opponent .  Almost all Mafia Bosses in Italy are his business partners and allies . That's why I approached him when I went to Japan to reconcile with him so that he can be my ally , but he wanted me to marry his daughter first before I could fully gain his trust . I am now in the middle of a situation where I have to choose . My family or the organization that was built by my ancestor and my beloved father gave his life to and he entrusted me to continue .

" Hyung ? Didn't I tell you to rest ? Look at you hyung . How many weeks have you not slept well ?" Mingyu preached to me without realizing that he had already entered my room .

" What do you need , Mingyu ? Is there any problem ?" I seriously asked him .

" Nothing, I just stopped by to check on you and make sure you got some rest ." he said .

" Now that you've seen, that I haven't slept yet what are you going to do ? And what are you hiding at your back ?" I told him very lazily even though I immediately noticed that he was hiding something behind his back .

" Do you want help Hyung ?" he asked like a child .

" Mingyu, I don't have time to fool around with you . Get out, I want to be alone ." I said annoyed as I adjusted the pillow next to me .

" Because I came from the cellar earlier and I saw this whiskey that is your father's favorite . I would like to invite you to drink it with me ." he said sadly and showed me the bottle he was carrying .

" You go first to balcony , I'll just get a robe ." I got up from the bed to get a robe . Mingyu went to the balcony smiling .

When I got to the balcony I found him standing and staring at the moon while holding his glass .

" I thought you were here to sympathize with me and help me, but it looks like I'm the one who needs to give you advice ." I said as I approached where he was .

" Hyung, why is it sometimes difficult for them to understand ?  I'm sorry Hyung, I know that your problem is more serious but I can only tell you these kinds of problems ." he said seriously . I know Mingyu is thinking deeply because we have known each other for a long time and grew up together .

" Are you referring to Wonwoo ? "

" He is pregnant with my child, Hyung ." he faced me and smiled bitterly .

" Shouldn't you be happy ?" I said and I avoided looking at him and drank a little from my glass .

" But he wants to abort the child because he is afraid that he will become like his parents . No matter how many times I make him understand that he is not alone, that we will both be responsible for raising our child, he does not listen . He said he had made up his mind ." he said sadly as he tightly and tremblingly held the glass .

" Fear dominates Wonwoo's decision, just give him time to think .  Make him feel even more that you are always there by his side no matter what his decision . I'm not saying Wonwoo's decision is right, but it's his body ." I said .

" I don't want to lose them both Hyung, I know the hardships he went through with his parents, even once he didn't feel that his parents loved him . I also know that they are the reason why Wonwoo learned to kill, because he himself killed his parents and when he experienced a different pleasure after he killed his parents, killing became his hobby . Until now, he is still killing random guys . I don't know if you know that every night he goes out just to find someone to kill . I tried to stop him but we just fought ." after he finished speaking he just took a deep breath and looked up at the sky, holding back tears .

" Mingyu, you don't have to change the person to whatever you want him to be . When you love someone there is no "should be like this." or "should be like that."  because that is not called love .  Don't manipulate the person you love, let him be free as he is .  When you love someone, you must accept their flaws even if they are bad or good ." I said .

" Thank you Hyung, I know you are also struggling right now, one day destiny will work for you and Hannie ." Mingyu came close to me and hugged me .

I couldn't stop the tears that wanted to escape from my eyes . I was like a child crying on Mingyu's shoulder, I felt so helpless.  While I poured all my tears on Mingyu's shoulder, he gently patted my back as if soothing a child .

" No matter what happens, promise me that you will take care of Jeonghan and my child, Mingyu ."

" Hyung .. "

" You know what you all mean to me . After my parents died you became my family . I don't want you to empathize with the mess I made . Now that you are gradually forming a family, I want to protect you even more . I know that if I don't marry Mr.Nakahara's daughter, not only Hannie and my son will be affected but also you all ." I said and I let go of Mingyu's hug .

" Hyung, will you leave Hannie ? You know he will be hurt . Maybe there is another way . Maybe we can do something else Hyung ? Why don't we try to find another ally ? " he is trying to convince me .

" Enough . All they need is me and all this mess will be over ." I said calmly .

I hope Hannie can forgive me for my decision . I know that he will understand me one day . No matter what happens, he will be the only reason why my heart beats . The person who never gave up on loving me . The person who is not tired to understand me . The person who accepts me for what I am . But in the end, I will still hurt and leave him . I will still be the reason for the tears in his eyes . I don't deserve him .

" Mingyu ? " He faced me and focused his attention on what I had to say .

" I need Attorney Kang tomorrow so that the divorce papers can be filed immediately . " after I spoke it was as if something blocked my throat and the pain penetrated to my heart . Because of the pain I drank and consumed the rest of the whiskey in my glass, I could feel the bitterness of alcohol drawing down my throat .  As bitter as my destiny .