Love is the light scaring Darkness away | CAPTAINSWAN FANFIC

The Crisis | Chapter 20

EMMA'S POV

I couldn't sleep.

I didn't know where he was. How he was. What he was doing. If he needed me.

I got up carefully not waking Henry up and I put some jeans and boots on.

I walked outside and got in the yellow bug.

It was 2 in the morning. Everyone was already asleep and I drove throughout the street toward the docks.

I parked the car and found a body lying on the cold ground with an empty bottle on his right.

I automatically recognized the hair.

"Killian!" I ran to him and grabbed his head waking him up.

"Bloody hell..." He mumbled bringing his hand to his head.

I sighed and helped him getting up.

"Stop! Let me go... I wanna be a-alone now." He tried to yell but only a low voice came.

"You're drunk." I grabbed his hand and put his arm upon my shoulders.

"My head hurts. Swan make it stop."

"You're an asshole." I said feeling the tears reaching my eyes.

"I-I'm sorry."

We both walked onto the ship and then downstairs to the captain's cabin.

I took off his leather jacket and laid him on the bed.

"Not so fast." He smirked and that... That broke me inside.

I started crying in front of him.
He quickly got up and grabbed my arms "Love, don't cry. Please I-I love you!"
I could feel the smell of rum on his voice.

"GO AWAY!! Just stop it! Sleep!" I screamed, my voice breaking with each word.

I walked upstairs.
I need air.

KILLIAN'S POV

I woke up and the first thing I felt was my heart beat pounding in my bloody head.
I sat up and I remembered.
Emma.

I saw her phone on my desk.
I looked around and found her sitting right next to the bed with her back against the wooden wall.

She was sleeping. Her red leather jacket covering her.
What have I done.

I picked her up in my arms and embraced her in a hug.
"Killian.."
"I'm so so sorry. I'm an asshole or more than that. You didn't deserve any of that."

I squeezed her afraid of her leaving me.
I felt her fingers playing with the tip of my hair on the back of my neck. Her warming breath on my neck.

She pulled away.
Her eyes blinking in slow motion with exhaustion.
I took her jacket and put it on the desk and let her lay down on the bed with me.

"I love you." I whispered and she was already asleep.

EMMA'S POV

"Yeah I know... I'm sorry." I said still sitting on the bed after waking up with my mother's call.

"Next time just let us know. Emma you scared us to death."

"Sorry... Tell dad I'm going to the sheriff's station right now."

"Okay bye."

I hang up and brushed my messy hair with my fingers.
I saw he woke up and I awaited for him to say anything.

"Swan..."
I took a deep breath and tried to look at his eyes but I couldn't.
He pulled me onto his lap and brushed my hair with his good hand. Our foreheads touching and feeling each other's breaths.