Love is the light scaring Darkness away | CAPTAINSWAN FANFIC

Feeling Completely| Chapter 36

EMMA'S POV

"I'm sorry I- just never mind."

"Hey, talk to me." He appeared from behind and kissed my cheek.

"I know it's selfish. I know. You wanted to be a real father."

"Emma I just want to be with you and Henry."

"It's just... The reminder of the system, how it was to feel abandoned. I just- I can help a child with that. I can give a home.
Killian it's not that I don't wanna be pregnant, after the accident I don't know if I can handle myself with the thought of having a baby inside of me." I stopped for a second and realized I was talking way too fast, way too much.

He just kept smiling at me, not in a mocking way, but in a comfort way. Assuring me it was okay.

"This is all about the girl in your dreams isn't it?" He asked in a careful tone.

"She keeps reminding me of myself."

"Let's adopt then."

"Killian you're hurt, I can see it."

"Emma, you've been through a lot. Only you know how it is to live in a system with that awful feeling of loneliness and... I understand the pregnancy thing, you know I put too much pressure on you with this and I didn't even realize you were feeling this way-"

"No, no, no, don't think that. I can totally get pregnant, if that's what you want I'd do it for you-"

"Emma stop." He said and looked at me in the eyes, stroking my hair and cheek. "I'm glad you told me."

I sighed and looked up to the ceiling. I was exhausted but I knew we had to have this conversation.

"So we need to go through the portal again to get to a system."

"Unless there are foster systems in the Enchanted Forest." I shrugged and laughed.

"Not really... Abandoned children here are presented to the king and they work for him. Just like I did for the Royal Navy. Adoption not available."

"I'm glad your father is back in your life. You're more smiley." I smirked and he brought me to the top of his body.

"That's because I'm in the Enchanted Forest, with the princess..." He pointed out the word 'princess' just to tease me. "...Of my dreams and talking about our future child."

"Yeah... Good point." I said and buried my head on his neck.

"I'm gonna fall asleep..." I whispered into his ear and he just rubbed my exposed back with his good hand.

Tomorrow he'd have two.
That was just weird but I'll be there with him.
I will always be there with him.

"I love you." He said, his voice really low.

"I love you too."

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KILLIAN'S POV

"Killian..."

"And now try not to lose this one." Regina smirked.

"How does it feel?" She asked me.

"It's completely like mine, love." I looked down at it. Of course it wasn't exactly the same. Somehow the touch, the feeling, was different. And physically it was exactly the same, maybe less scars or bruises, actually none.

I placed both my hands on her cheeks.

I felt the warmth.
The feeling was now complete.

I could feel her 100%.

I kissed her lips and I could tell she wasn't expecting it with the moan she released.

"Okay less please." Regina interrupted.

She pulled away and I felt her hands squeezing mine.
I felt it.

"This is awesome." Henry came in saying. "I'm glad you got it back, Killian."

"Thanks, lad."

"Is it too awkward if I hug you?"

I shocked.
"Lad-"

He brought his arms around my body and I only reacted back seconds after.

"I'm happy you found Emma. You deserve this. You both deserve this." He said when he pulled away.

"Henry... Wasn't expecting that one."

"Well... Get used to it."

I smiled and brushed his hair.

"Regina... thank you."

"You're welcome. I'm glad I helped."

And then I realized she was looking right at me, with her proud smile on her face.

She was beautiful today. God this woman will be my death.

The light pink gown gave her an innocent side.
The back was detailed with lacks of cloth, showing her perfect white skin.

We sayed goodbye to Regina, Henry was staying tonight at our castle.
The routine seemed to maintain.

We walked to the stables, Henry told us about Daniel.
Henry said he could go on his own in a horse, and I knew he could. I've been the one teaching him while Emma was at the hospital.

Since she just arrived to the Enchanted Forest yesterday, a rode on a horse alone was out of question.

"Just don't speed up too much, Henry. Careful." I said while he was preparing his saddle.

He nodded and got up on his horse waiting for us.

Our saddle was already ready, since we came here on our horse.

"Come on love. You can go in the front." I said and watched her getting up on the horse on her own.
She smiled proudly at me and waved to me to get up too.

I did and noticed the back of her dress again.
"I love your gown today, Swan." I said and kissed the back of her neck.

"Too girly don't you think?"

"Yeah next time you should use my leather pants."

She shrugged and I could bet she rolled her eyes.

I grabbed her curly hair with both my hands and tossed it to her font, upon her right shoulder, so I could access all her exposed skin.

Bloody hell it was freezing outside, fog even, not as chilly as in Storybrooke, but still, her skin was like a radiator.

Let's go home.

|SRRY THIS CHAPTER IS SO BORING BUT WELL YOU KNOW? Next chapter there will be a time-lapse so yeahhh 😊

ILY ALL AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA BUT I LAUGH SO MUCH WITH YOUR COMMENTS FANGIRLING AND SAYING THAT YOU'RE DYING AND OMG I FEEL SO PLEASED 😂😂😂 now I know how Adam and Eddy feel 🔫|