Mixed Desires

Prologue

"You", I held him by his collar and pulled him to the room behind the bar counter. He needs to learn a lesson.

I shut the door, crossed my arms and said harshly, "You did that to him didn't you?" I knew he did it, but just confirming once more won't be a problem.

He sighed, without any hint of regret for the shitty stunt he just pulled, "See i hav-"

"You promised you won't create any more trouble", I cut him off, jabbing my finger in his chest with each word. He should've listened to me and I won't have to say all those things to him. Being jealous was his problem, not mine. Why does he always have to intervene in my matters, even when I ask him not to?

"Just lis-"

"Bas itna sa manga tha vo nhi hua aapse?"
(I just asked for a little and you couldn't even do that?)

"Aree ju-"

"Let me live my lifeee...Pleaseee", I begged while joining my hands.

"Rabbit please just lis-"

"Stop calling me that or I'll rip your tongue off", I warned him. He had lost every right to call me that the day he divorced me and walked all over my feelings like it was nothing. Calling me that won't change him beating up my date.

"Enough.." , he burst out, silencing the whole area. "You can do whatever you want, but first, just hear me out"

I didn't want to listen but I still chose to. I was angry, very angry but his anger issues could be worse than mine. And right now staying silent and hearing out would be better. He might have had his stupid reasons to do so. Reasons like jealousy.

"I overheard him in the restroom.", he said, patiently, as if trying to control some sort of feeling.
"He was talking to someone and he said he wants some kind of revenge and in place of that he's going to rape you and tape you while doing so", his jaw clenched with each word and I was surprised it didn't break.

My jaw dropped at his words... Anything but this... wasn't expected. And now I..I felt dumb.

"Ho-how do I trust you?" I asked while maintaining my composure.

"Give me one reason to lie" he retorted.

"Ma-maybe you didn't...didn't want to see me with other man", I said meekly while gulping. Because that could be the truth too right? Maybe it was because of his bad anger issues.

Within a blink, he took a step closer towards me, eating up all the distance between us and cupped my face. He started tracing my jawline, which... which gave me goosebumps and a shiver curled up my spine. Our close proximity started getting me hotter. He joined his forehead with mine and everything in me, each part of me, pushed me to kiss him and tell him how much i miss... his touch, the feeling of being with him, his everything and... him. I noticed the change in his other hand, which curled into a fist, and that clearly meant he's controlling himself too. But what if this is just another drama of his? another plan to break my heart?

So, I started to push him away before he does something which I'll regret. But before I could do so, he said, "Yes, you're right, I don't, but if you remember, I said I'd let you do whatever you want with your life, not let any motherfucker do anything with your life"

He then kissed my forehead softly and walked towards the door.

How could I be so stupid?? I wanted to cry, cry my heart out for being so dumb. So, I decided to do what my gut said. My stupid... stupid gut!!

Just as he took the another step towards the door. I followed him and grabbed his wrist, stopping him. He turned to face me and I slapped him, while a lone tear escaped my eye.

"I still hate you very much", I said and before he could react, I slammed my lips on his, kissing him. 

I let his tongue dive into my mouth and let him lick my lips, eat me, devour me, while i did the same. Our tongues swirled with each other's, reminding me of all our moments I tried my best to forget. And unlike the other times, this kiss wasn't soft, it was rough, demanding, needy and possessive, as if we'll die if we don't kiss each other.

 And all this while only one thought ran inside my mind...

Fuck this world and the regret all I needed now was my man!!

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So ppls here's the prologue for my pyaare readers. Do vote and give your reviews in the comment section. Also follow my ig account for the spoilers.
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Also this part got deleted by me by mistake, so please ignore the inconvenience.