Way of Life

8

Nautica
"Shit." I said to myself as my mother cried over the phone about the loss of my uncle. I walked downstairs and outside to the guy.
"Tell Msgovkni to get his bitch ass here, now!"
"Yes ma'am." He calmly smiled before I walked back into the house. I sat and waited for his ass to miraculously walk into my room.
"So now you ring the fucking doorbell." I closed the door behind him.

"What do you need?"
"I told yo ass I don't have shit to do with you and his business. Just kill his ass if you feeling trigger happy."
"There's no fun in that." He smiled.
"Come with me." I grabbed one of the keys and he got in the car. We drove in silence before pulling up to my moms house.

"Nautica I-"
"I ain't got time for that sappy shit right now. Where is dad?"
"Upstairs." She eyed Msgovkni as we walked into the room.
"Look, this the motherfucka you looking for."
"Do you have my shit?" He clenched his jaw.

"No but don't hurt my baby girl. She has nothing to do with this." He was mad and afraid at the same time.
"You think that I would hurt a beautiful master peice like this?" I looked around trying to find another female cause right now I look bout as rough.

"Take me. Leave her alone." He let real tears slide down his cheeks. Msgovkni walked towards him before giving him instructions to go to the car.
"Your house." He smiled and I walked down the stairs. My mother had 21 questions but I ignored them.
"Nautica, I'm sorry for any stress this has caused."
"It's fine." I lied. We got to my house and they threw a pillow case over his head and put him in his car.
"See you later." He smirked. I walked in the house and Deven was sitting on the couch.

"How the hell do you niggas keep getting in my damn house?" Definitely gotta update my locks and security system.
"She's pregnant." He didn't turn to face me. He sat there staring into space.
"What's wrong with that."
"I don't want her to have my baby. That's why I'm divorcing her. I don't want her. I've known you for 3 years and I love you more that her." He clenched his fist. To know someone loved me was something that made me want to cry.
"Dev, I don't know what to-"
"She's getting an abortion."
"What?" I may not be the holiest bitch in the world but I don't believe in taking someone's life, that hasn't done anything to anyone.
"Yea."
"You cant."
"What you mean I can't? You want me to have a baby by another women?"
"I don't believe in things like that."
"This is really the wrong time for you to let your guard down. When I'm spending time with a baby that ain't yours and you sit back and watch, deep down you gone be mad." He spoke truthfully but that's no reason to kill an innocent child.
"Just, don't do it. I'm going to feel guilty if you do."
"Why you gone feel guilty over some shit that has nothing to do with you?"
"Cause dammit Deven, your leaving her for me. You want an abortion cause it ain't my kid."
"Nope. I don't want this because you. I just don't want her to have my kid. And it's already done." My heart starting to ache and I ran upstairs to throw up.
"Thats not right." I yelled out  as the flashbacks came back to me.