Joshleen: Hitched..

Thank you..

~5 days later~
Colleen's POV
We are back home after the San Francisco show. I also haven't cut since then. I'm actually very proud of myself, it hasn't been easy but I am doing it. I'm almost completely back to my regular self. However, I still haven't done you know what with josh in a while. He's been really distant now. I feel like something is going on...

Joshua's POV
Colleen and I haven't had sex in almost a month. I understand that she has been depressed and I want to make her happy but what about me?. I've been trying to get her to do "stuff" with me but she's always to tired or she feels sick. She also gets mad at me when I try to spend a lot of time with her so I've stopped trying and I'm always by myself. Does she not love me anymore? Does she love someone else? Ahh! I'm driving myself crazy. I need to talk to her tonight.
{later that night}
We are watching TV on separate couches.
"Babe. Can we talk??..."

Colleen's POV
It's about 9 o'clock and josh and I are watching tv on separate couches. I really want him to come over and cuddle me. I just want to kiss him and be with him.
"Babe. Can we talk??..." Oh shit I thought to myself. He is going to leave me. I reply back scared but a quiet "yeah"
He comes over to me and sits down holding my hand.
J: "...Do you still love me?."
C: "Of course I do baby."
J: "Well it doesn't seem like you do.." He says sternly
C: "Why would you say that??"
J: "Because whenever I try to spend time with you, you get mad. And we'll... I need you Colleen."
C: "I'm sorry baby... I need you too."
J: "No babe like I neeed you."
C: "What does that mean?"
J: "... Colleen we haven't had sex in almost a month! I want you so bad and need you n..."
I crashed my lips into his before he could say anything else. I pull back he looks happy, surprised and relieved all at the same time.
"Thank you babe." He says
I climb onto his lap straddling him and kiss him passionately. One of his hands is in my hair and the other sliding down my back to my butt. I start to kiss his neck while my hands travel down his chest. His hand tugs my hair. It feels amazing. "Sorry babe" he says "No pull it." I say sounding sexy. He smiles and gives my hair a pull as he kisses my neck. I accidentally let out a little moan. He pulls my shirt off and I do the same to him. We take off our pants and I sit back on his lap kissing him. I can feel his tongue in my mouth making the kiss more passionate. I start to grind on him. He is so surprised and kisses my chest.

Josh's POV
We have taken off our clothes, in just underwear and are making out. Colleen starts grinding on me. Holy shit. I never new Colleen could do that. She's so good and more importantly it feels good. I start to get a boner as she continues and I kiss her breasts. I grab her and lay her down on the couch. I unclasped her bra and throw it across the room. I massage her boobs as she bites her lip and claws at my back. I kiss her breast down to her stomach. I keep on going getting into it as I go down to her underwear. I pull them off and kiss her vagina as her back arches. I lick into her and she grabs to couch in tight fists. I take off my boxers and slide into her. I start going faster as I watch her enjoy me. I slow down to create a rhythm again. "Please don't stop. Keep going babe." She says out of breath. "I'm not done yet babe." I say back as I grind into her harder. I go faster and harder as we both release into each other. I collapse on her as we both are out of breath. "Thank you baby. I love you so much." I say as I kiss her shoulder and spoon her. "I love you too snoopy."

A/N
Oh damn! Shit got dirty. #sorrynotsorry